fuck it

[glitzygal86]

i didnt get into govenors school. i really thought i had it this time. ill admit it, i cried, alot. maybe i should give up. maybe i really do have no talent. maybe id do better at something else, but i dont want to give up my dreams damnit! i dont know what to do now. i was depending on governors school as my excuse for giving up pa's theatre.

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[funkyheff]

You don't suck and as you well know we all love you over at the church. In fact, Im kind of surprised Bobby didnt beat me to this. Now, moving backwards from the middle...or something. Here goes

Re: To begin at the end

[bobbacca]

Yeah, well I was at a family dinner when Laura posted her entry. I then went to work and didn't get home until after midnight. I proceeded to fill the bathtub with water hot enough to rival any jaccuzi and just sat there in the tub reading until almost 3:00. So even had I checked the LJ the first free minute I had, your comment still would've been up for several hours. That said, one of these days, I'll get my comments in first :-P ;-)

Re: To begin at the end

[bobbacca]

Oh yeah, I totally thought you meant the liver as in the organ at first and I was like "wtf is that supposed to mean?!?" until you clarified. :-P

Re: To begin at the end

[glitzygal86]

hehe thanks for always managing to make me feel betta! i am letting it slide, but it just makes me wonder if she was just being a bitch or if i really do suck and im thinking its i really do suck, but whateva ill just have to pretend i dont or something...bc im not one to give up ever, at least not on the one thing ive wanted to do all my life. and to those kids who made fun of u, they r fucking assholes who dont deserve to live bc ur one the most fucking awesome people ever! and i think id much rather ne secretly mad at her, but ill try and forget it i guess, or rather just ignore her ALOT. im trying to live in the now, bc yeah its so totally better, but i always get so stressed out about the future just bc i dont know if it will be good or not. heh. well thanks for the comforting words. tata for now.

[bobbacca]

Sorry you didn't get into GSA. :-( But yeah, you should have applied for junior and sophmore years b/c those really are most likely to get in (they insist that all grade levels have an equal chance of getting in, but everyone involved outside the GSA knows better :-P) Oh well, the GSA theatre program doesn't necessarily mean you'll get cast there either. When I saw "How to Succeed in Buisness Without Really Trying" there was only one person from the theatre program in the entire cast!

It really is a shame that PA's theatre program doesn't appreciate you. My thespian troupe would have been thrilled to have you in their productions if you went to Green Run instead. I don't think your acting's sucky. Granted the biggest opportunity I've had to see you act was the intro to yours and Dan's talk, but I've seen people with a lot less talent cast in major roles. So don't be put off by those spoiled bastards at PA. You know how they say that you don't fully appreciate what you have until it isn't there anymore? Well PA's theatre dept

overkill..

[bobbacca]

dudeeeee. just because he posted first doesn't mean you have to post times 3. LOL.

Re: overkill..

[glitzygal86]

hahahahaha, u r u??? so true so true, but hey whateva it bosts my number of comments and thats all that really matters hehe

Re: overkill..

[bobbacca]

lmao, but I did! The first comment is associated via nesting with what James said, the second is an extension of the first because I accidently left that part out when I was typing it, and the third is associated via nesting with Laura's original entry. And now look! You're making me do it again, because I need yet another seperate comment to make it associated with what you said! :-P