im done. so done ( Read more... )

he knows somalian warlocks.
baby, ur cold as ice.

i really dont know what im doing here. im pushing u away. i hate caring. i hate emotions. i am in a bad mood today. nothing is helping. are we falling apartalready? is that possible? can u take me away from here? i dont know what i want. i want to be alone. i want magic, mystery, illusions. smoke and mirrors, that sort of thing. do i have anything ( Read more... )

learn to lie.

the fear of happiness and the inevitability of losing it.

but holy shit, it feels good. why would you not want it? why do i run from it? how do i get all the publicity i get. we're so c-c-c-c-c-controversial.

(love and sex are business.)

1. If someone doesn't like you, it's usually because ( Read more... )

one spree
ten sweettarts
one cadbury creme egg
one flav.or.ice
one oreo

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im over it ( Read more... )

good thing he doesnt read this anymore.

ITS ALWAYS THIS OR THAT.

1, 2, 3 have not faded in the slightest.

i wish there were someway to have all three.
but everything has changed.
ive got to learn to be happy with what i am given.

ive got to give in to it completely.

i remember when he used to be so fucking attractive to me ( Read more... )