since my epiphany monday morning on the way home from the airport, that's all I can ask myself, over and over. seriously. It's driving me crazy. I feel like my summer...it wasn't a complete bust, but it certainly wasn't what I was looking for, you know? Then of course, nothing ever is anymore. *shrugs ( Read more... )

yes. so thats how I'm feeling right now. As much as there's a place for Jason in my heart...I'm not sure if it's going to work. Maybe we have grown apart. I just don't know. I don't know if it's going to work out. Maybe we're just too broken to fix? who knows. I certainly don't. I only observe. I find myself uneasy around him, because I know ( Read more... )

so today was quite a day. The Jazz Band people were gone, which was sad. I didn't get to see steve today as a result. No Cody or Alicia either. which sucked ( Read more... )

yes. So I just finished replying to Jason. Things are going to be awfully weird for awhile. But it needed to be done. I was careful to be honest, but I didn't say one way or another if I love him or not. Either way, it would only make things worse. The truth of the matter, is that we inevitably will end up hurting one another again and again. So ( Read more... )

yeah..so today was interesting. I got Jason pretty good...but I think that he figured out the puzzle. oh well. just means I need to be more clever next time. lol ( Read more... )

yeah...so here I am. Mandy said that I should make myself a lv, so I did. Today was nothing special...just confusing as always ( Read more... )