Why did I expect her to come out her house with arms open wide, just because I walked by her house? Heck, I didn't even know if she was home. I wanted to stop and visit, but I knew I would kill the conversation before it started. Sometimes I wonder if I am going insane. I'd like to say I am, but that is nothing more than an excuse to hide ( Read more... )

My whole family was here today. Good times ( Read more... )

Every so often, I become a different person. Everything that was important to me is left to rot. Every accomplishment, talent, or material wealth I'd gained means nothing to me anymore. My past is a blur. I really don't take the time to remember the days that have sifted through my life. Even when I try, the best I can come up with are the stories ( Read more... )

man... I hate human nature.

Especially because it applies to me.

Because I'm a human.

duh.

I wonder if I'll just continue being a jerk until this is over with.

I wouldn't be able to take it either. It'd be too much.

You know that feeling you get?

You know what ( Read more... )

I woke up at 9 today. I took the recycling out, and I had a breakfast of skillet cooked ham with cheese. I'm sore from working out yesterday, again. I'll get used to it eventually ( Read more... )

I exercised again today.

Random act of kindness, go!

Nightwish is a great band.

There might be one last Japanese course at KC in May. By then I'll know if I get to go to Japan. It's weird, if I'm not actually in the process of learning Japanese, then it doesn't interest me much. But as soon as somebody else talks about it or I sit down to study, I feel like I'm doing something really neato with my time. I'm not much one for ( Read more... )

Apologetics... defending the faith. It's a fascinating concept, but a misdirected one. People are led to believe facts, but what are facts? They are interpretations of reality. People have believed for centuries that facts are infallible, but what has been proven over and over is that facts are not what they seem. When reality happens, people take ( Read more... )