^_^
I really really like this new boy.
He's sweet.
and Funny.
and nice.
and such a gentleman, he opens doors for me :)
and he likes me and like reallly likes me
and he's gonna be my valentine.
and were gonna eat dinner and watch a movie.
and OMG I'm happy for once.

Sweet cute boys make me soooooooo happy.
Today was like the BEST day ever.
Derek is awesome ^_^
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I'm happy.
Yesterday was good.
I really missed my boys..
I wish we could hang out EVERYday like before..
buttttt Classes and job's prevent that :(
Oh well. I love them to death.

I hate being cooped up in my house all the time..
I wish I had more friends with cars.
>_<
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I feel like I'm losing myself again,
and for some reason,
It doesn't scare me this time..
I think I've finally learned how to stand on my own two feet,
and be my own person.

I'm proud of myself.
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I'm in a really bad mood ( Read more... )

I'm very sick of being let down all the time. By EVERYONE of my friends.
I really don't know what to do anymore.

Being sick and in the hospital for so long alone and thinking has made me realize what's important and who's important and who I care about and who cares about me. There are people who I thought about and missed everyday and some I basically never thought about. I miss some people so much my heart aches ( Read more... )

I hate being sick.
I feel like I'm making people feel bad for me.
I hate Pity.
I just want to stop throwing up.
I feel like I'm being punished for something.

I make up stories as I fall asleep.
Not good stories. I mean they're good enough for me.
They're usually about vampires and things
I care more about details like the clothes and houses then the actual stories.
But it's the only way I can fall asleep
I think it stops me from thinking about the bullshit thats going on in my life.