this weekend I choose to be

[gloomy_candy]

...hysteric, childish, ignorant, bipolar, melodramatic and just really really sad. So let me.

The four times I cried because of football

1) When Spain won the Worldcup.

2)      2) When I was alone in my car driving home into a sunset, listening to sappy music some hours after having met Sergio Ramos last year in September. Idek why I

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[vicky86x]

*hugs* I know how you feel, have to say I'm over the anger by now and just feel really really disappointed, I've been ill the last days so I was down before, but these news, just really shattered me. Don't know if there is even a positive outcome possible (I mean do we really want him to stay now, just cause we force him?) but the image of him in a Chelsea jersey hurts so f*cking much...

[gloomy_candy]

*hugs you back* Sorry to hear you were ill, feeling any better already? guess the news did not really help with recovery... I don't know if I am over the anger because I can't really tell what exactly I am feeling... feels a whole lot like heartache actually...like when someone broke up with you! horrible :(
Yeah and I also cannot really imagine any positive outcome. I don't want to imagine him in a Chelsea-jersey, I refuse it. And even if he stays it will never be the same again.
i really hate how much this affects me.
:(
let's be brave.