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[gloriousoctober]

So I tried to not think about it like I wanted and it worked. I totally got over the whole thing before, unfortunately, talking to him. My yesterday was super cool. I spent 4 hours in the library studying and spent the last 20-30 min totally day dreaming about him. Writing cute little love poems and such. Listening to John Legend on my phone and

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[msshe]

"If I was gonna get over it so quickly I should'nt have said anything in the first place

[gloriousoctober]

We decided to drop it. We really act like it never happened. I was upset at him for asking and he was upset at me for thinking so ill of him and asking so many questions. I think I really hurt his feelings which wasn't my intention. I think that if we could have communicated about this situation more adequately than through e-mail and LJ then things would've gone better and neither of us would've have gotten as upset as we had. I honestly just needed to get those thoughts off of my chest and out of my head and I think he just wanted to explain himself. I was able to do what I needed but he wasn't. I think i know bits and pieces of what was going on then but I still have no real desire to dig things back up. The only thing I'm worried about is there being some kinda backlash because we didn't handle everything that shoulda been handled. I think we'll be ok but I still have a tad bit of doubt.