i feel like i'm being suffocated by my mother lately. i think it's been building over the past two years or so, and i'm beginning to explode! i need to move the hell out of the house. but so hard to do because she's so dependent on me. what do i do? i feel like i'm the adult, and she's the child. *sigh* i'm so frustrated today!!

it's interesting to see how someone can come to mean so much to you in such a short span of time. although i've known my bf alot longer, it's only been about a month now since we officially got together. in that month's time, our lives have begun to intertwine. it's hard to imagine the time when we weren't doing things together on the weekends. i ( Read more... )

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i'm feeling blue today, and i have no idea why. =(

my bf and i had our first argument over the weekend. actually, i guess you can't even call it an argument because he messed up and got me pissed, and then he was apologetic for the whole weekend because he knew he messed up big. hah! i think men do not think before they speak. nor do they consider the consequences of their actions. he was being ( Read more... )

it's freeeeeeeeeeeeezing. brrrrrrrrrrr~ i can't believe how unbelievably cold it is today. and it's supposed to be even colder tonight. o.O we have dinner plans in the city tonight and i'm kind of starting to dread having to go out! but, we're going to my fav place - buddakan, so that'll make up for it. haha~ this weekend - just chilling at j's, ( Read more... )

life is good. =)

i haven't written in my journal in a long time.. i guess things have been so hectic with being sick throughout the holidays, people in from out of state and trying to manage work in between. things have changed so much in the past 3 weeks. it always amazes me how life can change in the blink of an eye. well, we're together now. i still have to ( Read more... )

happy new year everyone. i hope that everyone has a safe and fun new year's eve. bunch of lushes - i know you'll all be drunk off your rockers. haha. as for me, i may be staying home. yes folks, this child is sick again! argh. what a way to bring in the new year. but, still think 2004 is gonna be fabulous~ haha. :)

i can't believe the whole four day weekend went by so fast. it was good to see lolo again, but sad that she's left once more to the west coast this morning. boo~ =) at least it's days closer to j coming back. haha! life is good. i'm quite optimistic about 2004. job is going great, friends are awesome, family is good (expecting a new addition to the ( Read more... )