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Why are the wee hours of the morning NEVER A GOOD TIME FOR ME?
I was just going through old LJ entries and ended up reading the entry a few days before my mom died when I clearly had no idea how bad it was- I was just talking about how scared I was. The next entry is a few days later, and my mom had passed away that afternoon. I was okay until I read the comments, when I promptly burst into tears. You guys are wonderful, seriously.
This is all feeling very full circle since I'm going back to school in like 2 weeks after 8 months of being alone and sad in my house. I think I'm ready to start my life up again and actually make the most of college. I've changed a lot since January- this kind of feels like the beginning of the rest of my life, as disgustingly cliche as that is. It's scary and exciting at the same time.
...No really, why does this stuff always happen after 2am. I'll probably regret this entry tomorrow. For now, I'll just continue to listen to Taylor Swift and eat chocolate.
I was just going through old LJ entries and ended up reading the entry a few days before my mom died when I clearly had no idea how bad it was- I was just talking about how scared I was. The next entry is a few days later, and my mom had passed away that afternoon. I was okay until I read the comments, when I promptly burst into tears. You guys are wonderful, seriously.
This is all feeling very full circle since I'm going back to school in like 2 weeks after 8 months of being alone and sad in my house. I think I'm ready to start my life up again and actually make the most of college. I've changed a lot since January- this kind of feels like the beginning of the rest of my life, as disgustingly cliche as that is. It's scary and exciting at the same time.
...No really, why does this stuff always happen after 2am. I'll probably regret this entry tomorrow. For now, I'll just continue to listen to Taylor Swift and eat chocolate.