i feel like such an outsider...
i have no idea where i belong anymore...
i dont belong with my friends...
i dont belong with him....
i feel so weird and left out..

for once, i dont want to be the girl behind the scenes...

i just want my chance to shine..

Im a shitty person.... no really, i am i promise ( Read more... )

:(

im down and pretty dumb...

i love tj, i just dont feel im the girl for him....
sad isnt it? i've waited forever for this boy and sometimes i feel he deserves better...

oh well...

i miss my best friend :(

i got into u of m!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

yeah so everything is pretty much going to hell right now and i have no idea what to do.....

i wish i knew how to talk about it....

i hate this

yeah so this is gonna be really short, cause im really lazy.. but homecoming was sat. went with tj and had a wonderful night, it was close to perfect... and yeah :)

looking forward to my sleepover on friday ;)

my baby is sick :(....

and im sooo tired of float building...

and im just really tired...

so i dont know what to update... nothing much has been going on.... so why dont you guys just tell me how much you love me.. cause ya know you do ;)

so this is going down as a perfect day :)

me and lyns went up to Farmer Jack and very steathily tagged my babys car with pink and purple hearts that had cute sayings on them. Then i left a rose and a note asking him to homecoming... toooo cute i know, and everybody loved it.

and he said yes of course :) << made my day no joke ( Read more... )

something feels off, and its starting to make me mad...

i have this terrible feeling that something bad is gonna happen, and im tired of looking over my shoulder....

or maybe im crazy...

yeah i think thats it