all my efforts to try and be perfect to try and do what would be nice for you and its not really worth it because it amounts to nothing. because all you hear is my asking for you to help me with a few things over and over, and thats just wrong. and whatever..... i dont know what to do. i try really hard to get some emotional responce, a glance ( Read more... )

you know its dirty when i can slide across a room....who knows what i slide upon ( Read more... )

im lonely.....

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so school is ok and all, having teachers who havent taught in like 25 years or ever.....interesting. and my religion class isnt so bad. but it SUCKS to drive to owningsmills 3 days a week. that needs to stop RIGHT NOW ( Read more... )

shanon comes home today ! yay! make record, she owes me $20 + gas for picking her up, but a discounted price.....because i am happy to have her come home. was surprise that simon was home yesterday. and tom isnt leaving, so i am rather happy ( Read more... )

well now ( Read more... )

up atop the beethovan roof. well, it was all nice except when chris locked us out of the apt.....but soooo nice when tom magically "broke" open the door. which is kinda scary that anyone could just pop your apartment door open. i shall keep that in mind in case it happens again. but anyways, it was a lovely evening with tom, chris, and me, and four ( Read more... )

being handled by really drunk people about ot pass out........last night was supposed to involve cleaning, and it wasnt going to, until chris was in the bathroom before we went to bed.....and moon always jumps onto the toilet to get to the sink and purr at you, but the lid wasn't down......so she fell right into it. now normally it wouldnt be tooo ( Read more... )

i have a hole in my foot...no really.....its kinda tiny, but for a hole in my foot, its pretty big. it was like a big air bubble got into my foot somehow and then popped. i hope it wont burn in the shower ( Read more... )