i deffinitally need to put more spunk into this journal. its's boring i have no urge to write in it anymore. damn. well i dont have time to be writing anymore.
i am so fucking stressed out its unbelievable. and its to the point where i become physically sick. my mom thinks i'm crazy and i snap at dave and my parents all the time. i'm fucking going away with daves family and adam and i dot wanna be like this. i just wanna get better.