In that last post dont mistake my laughing for my being okay with this. If I dont laugh then i'll start to cry. I cant imagine anything worse than moving away from home, living with two new people, having to make all new friends, having stressful classes and on top of that, losing the only person who meant the world to me. I love you so much, I ( Read more... )

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I dont believe this. I didnt mess everything up, I swear. You have to know that im sick of knowing I cant have you. Its not just you. You cant imply you need something and then despise me when I let you have it. Its the last thing I want but its what you need. I dont want to know what you've done, it scares me. you know im in love with you, you ( Read more... )

I cant do this anymore. Im packing my computer back in its boxes and taping them shut til I get to college. Goodbye.

We were listening to "The Man Who" on the way to Bar Harbor on Thursday or Friday night and when I heard this song for probably the millionth time and listened to the lyrics for the first time, I almost startd to cry ( Read more... )

Im back.

Oh what a joyous return it was. We spent 7 days camping in the rain. The whole East coast is covered in one gigantic rain cloud.

So sad. There is no longer a gapgirl_216, sn0wkid, or ifinallyfell.

New chapter begins here. I suppose. :/

Im going on vacation to Maine. I will be back on August 11th. Cio my babies.

Let me start off this entry by stating that I have just consumed a Venti Iced Caffe Mocha from Starbucks and I am wired. (my fingers are shaking ( Read more... )

I wanna hang onto something that wont break away or fall apart like the pieces of my heart ( Read more... )

At the end of my day I dont think about you. How do you feel? Im looking up and seeing things I never knew. For once they're real. And what would I give to keep life this way? I'll never tell. I've reached the end of my ropes and you cant make me stay.