there's a little corner of me that desires to be connected to a guy. not neccisarily on a romantic level, but mentally and emotionally. i crave intellectual conversation, someone interesting, not "funny" interesting, but someone who takes time to formulate their own conclusions, and doesn't take everything that is thrown their way. someone who has ( Read more... )

i didn't go to english again today. i think maybe i should start going.

i'm not sure if i snapped at my roomate today...but she kind of pissed me off b/c i had just emptied my garbage can and she emptied hers into mine, claiming that most of it was my trash anyway. i'm not mad, just annoyed. i'm tired of our room being trashy...so i cleaned up my ( Read more... )

the talk was had. i blew up his spot. we broke up i dumped him...much more nicely than he deserved. he cried. and is still truly distraught ( Read more... )

school...

sucks at life.

::sits and listens to vivian green ( Read more... )

we talked about his ex last night. why can't i just be with him, without some girl constantly dangling over his head?? this is truly disturbing. it's only been a week. seulement. i feel like crying screaming cuz i'm so pissed off.

.sigh.in the meantime, i must admit listening to d'angelo is a wonderful distraction. i copied morgan's copy and i can ( Read more... )

i came to the startling realization that i have a tendancy to attract at least one or two people who end up being close to me and have good intentions, but end up being complete b*tches with really bad attitudes. what the hell is going on here?! i've had a friend for the past 6 years who is the nicest person, but is oftentimes unintentionally rude ( Read more... )

i heart my hairdresser. i got it done today, and it looks normal now. the humidity and the rain did something else to it. i really didn't like using the flatiron every day, but it was necessary ( Read more... )

ahhh. i haven't updated in a minutethen again, having your power out for a couple of days would do that to you ( Read more... )

such a slow night.

made use of visitation, had toni over and chilled w/the rest of them. then toni ended up falling asleep on me in my room. i'm half glad we ended up not going to the art thing tonight. it's much warmer inside.

::sigh::

my resolve is wearing thin. it's hard to say no to something that you really want.

sorta like candy. cept