Drama needs to die-a cold, long, horrible death alone, and all of my problems need to die with it. Blah fuckity Blah.
And I need a job-go find me one.

( What Do My LJ Names Mean? hmmm... )

On a dark smog-filled L.A. night
I look up into the sky
I see very few stars shining brightly.
True friends will shine this bright when you are in need
In dire need or just for comfort.
I am figuring out what stars are true
And which stars need to be let go.
So, big bash at Brian's Bar Mahe's in Seal Beach-I love how my 4 "best" friends didn't ( Read more... )

Happy birthday to Me. 21 years ago today, a major mistake was made-bringing me into this world-heh. I got a few calls at midnight, and some more this morning. I don't know if I'm doing anything tonight, but Saturday, about 30 of us are going to Brian's Bar "Mahe's" on PCH. Should be good times ( Read more... )

This will hopefully be short-we'll see.

Today: Movielife & MXPX & GC & NFG. Got to Universal Amp. at 2-shouldn't have. Waited until 4 at one gate, then until 6:15 at another door, and until 7:00 at the last door. Got in the pit-front row, a little to the left. Concert was awesome. NFG was amazing as usual. Met drummer of GC after show, got ( Read more... )

I hate myself in this house. It brings out the worst in me and just makes me depressed. So my mom is psycho and thinks she is getting laid off from her school district job, and tells me the same story 8543498 times I guess to make me feel sorry for her-I don't know. Gray Davis is such an ass-cutting all the funding for schools. Dickwad ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a bit. Here's a recap ( Read more... )

Yesterday:
Fundraiser for Ryan. Indoor soccer games. Sweaty boys and girls. Jen with Jada. Everybody and their mother were there-and father. Raised a lot of money. Tracy's bar. 30+ rowdy ass people. Free shots. Sauced boys and girls. Andrea taking pictures with the heads chopped off-all while talking about her new boob job and lipo. Jaret with his ( Read more... )

I said I would put some pictures up of Ryan-so here is one modeling pic-which does him no justice. He modeled for a clothing company called NewYorkSpeed There are a couple more pics behind the cut.

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Good news. My second cousin Kimmy and her wife Julie are pregnant. I guess they went to the doctors and a heartbeat was confirmed. Kimmy will be carrying it-and I am quite happy for them. Julie is a beautiful, smart, and witty doctor and Kimmy is the sweetest, most deserving girl.

Lakers lost by a lot. Twas sad. I think San Antonio will take it, ( Read more... )