It is hot and smoky. There are forest fires nearby, and the sky is a orange haze, and as it did in Montana, the heat and smoke make me stupid and sick and lazy. I can't quite connect the dull ache in my left knee and calf with the muddy sky, but I am going to say they are related. As an explanation of why, this weekend, I couldn't even manage to ( Read more... )

Is it the end of the week already ( Read more... )

I didn't feel that I did enough with my Saturday so now I'm watching Regular Show at 2 AM because that gives me a feeling of some sort of accomplishment.

Its still hot, even though it is almost 1 AM, and my brain is not working as well as it should, so I can't quite find the words to describe the weekend ( Read more... )

I was going to make a big summing up post on New Year's Day, when it seemed like the world was opening up for me with lots of time.

Then things got busy again, I haven't known what to say, and my life in Chile continues to run along with me!

I am going to the beach this weekend.

Hello

I noticed my last three entries were called "Waking up early", "Tunnel Vision" and "Waking Up Early", which gives a really good short version of what my month is like.

But now it is summer vacation.

I don't really have any thoughts on what has been going on. Its been too busy to even think about it! I might have longer words in the days

Waking up early for me is never as hard as I think it's going to be, and sometimes I feel a lift of energy. Sometimes in my deprived state I feel a type of energy and awareness that I don't feel otherwise.
Sometimes the ridiculousness of what I'm doing doesn't even occur to me. I'm sitting on a park bench between a cancelled class and another class ( Read more... )

As described in a series of posts, my life has kind of become a type of tunnel vision ( Read more... )

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If someone was to go back to the first entries of this LJ, in the fall of 2002, they would find college Matthew complaining about being bored all weekend and then trying to do all his homework late on a Sunday night ( Read more... )