If i could take the joy and happiness i have felt this week, and ration it to everyone i know and care for, i would. I cant help but smile and feel lighthearted after this whole week; i have had such an amazing time everyday. I am so greatful.

This song just does it for me.

since i started jogging back in the middle of march, i have lost all the weight i had gained and am currently working on "getting into shape." i have meditated a lot, and it has been healing for me. i have made amends with the people i had been having problems with, as it turned out, my realtionship with them is now stronger than ever. but my ( Read more... )

im taking some time off all social networking sites including LJ. petty procrastination tools are only fogging up my state of mind. im also suspending my cell phone service. the people who are relevant know how to find me.

updating live from Santa Monica beach. Its so nice out here. I don't want to leave.

when I spent the night at kellis, she said something that really struck me. I was working on her roots, and I wanted to watch Nature on PBS, and she wanted to watch some bullshit reality television with nasty black girls fighting over a turd wearing a clock around his neck. then she said something along the lines of "you're so weird, you've always ( Read more... )

I have made up my mind. Im turning Reed down. During January, due to Kellis birthday, people heard me talk about the need to be validated by the people around you. Kellis big birthday bash brought upon this train of thought. For me its unnecessary to drop all that money on a nightclub to show all your friends off, and let them know, hey here I am ( Read more... )

with all the "free Tibet" protests in relation with the Beijing China olympics, I hate to be so dumb, but I'm so hung up on the squat porta potties. like I had never even heard of a squat porta potty. I wonder if that company gumpy makes them, I want to use one.

songs im sickly obsessed with ( Read more... )

What I find peculiar about all straight early to mid-late twenties men, shit even bi me, is they really are just looking to have fun. None want to have relationships. A fuck and go complex. On the other hand you have singales (single gay males) who also want to have fun, but have bigger tendencies to become attached. I cant speak for most singales ( Read more... )

stolen from larry's blog ( Read more... )