fuck this

Mar 06, 2006 21:12

it seems that anyone in their right mind would know that life is more than work. long days spent reading subjects that you bear no interest or future in whatsoever will only drain you til your mind, your sanity and your will to live shrivels up to a prune. i obviously have bad sense. it's gotten to the point that i am anxious to either get drunk, ( Read more... )

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jessicathegreat March 8 2006, 19:16:23 UTC
i know what you mean by giving off the perfect illusion. i've actually been thinking a lot lately about the image of myself that i work so hard to present to people, and how it really doesn't correspond to my self-image. It would be pretty scary if others saw me how i see myself. But anyway...I did something kind of silly the other day to help cope with my 'way too much school work' stress, and it's really helped ease my mind. I made a list of things that make me happy, like turning up the music and dancing around the house, and my goal is to do at least one of them a day. I know it sounds cliche or whatever, but seriously, if you set aside time each day to just be retarded and laugh at yourself, things start to seem easier :)
I love you becca!

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Well... muhmuhmatt March 9 2006, 02:52:40 UTC
Don't candy coat it. Let everyone see the insanely ambitious and terrified person you are. Nothing wrong with that. I'm pretty sure it scares some people though. But to hell with those people.

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japaneseamy April 7 2006, 05:26:23 UTC
Yes, I did always see you as perfect... as I was counting every single calorie that went into my body, puking it up again and then slashing my arm up, you:d walk by and I:d think *if only I looked like her, then I:d be perfect.* Good to know I*m not alone :-)Anyway... hope you:re feeling better.

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