I wish that things would go back to the way they were a couple weeks ago, if those days could just repeat themselves over and over again. I was so happy, everything was perfect.

Now I feel so...I dont know how to describe the way I feel. I guess i feel used, hurt, angry, sad, complete MELANCHOLY.

I cant handle this, I just want to be happy again

Why is it that just when everything seems to be perfect,something has to go totally wrong? Can I not have more than just a day of complete serenity and happiness?

YUP, LIFE IS F*ING GREAT!

Yesterday was way fun! I got to act like a kid with my friend Cindy. We played on obstacle courses, bungee things, and rock climbing. Unfortunately I really hurt my pinky ( Read more... )

Life has never been better!!! YAY ( Read more... )

This weekend was the best in a VERY long time. From the homecoming game on friday, to hiking Crowder's mountain on Saturday, to going to church with my buddies on Sunday. I wish every day could be like those days. Everything was perfect except for my mom and I arguing constantly...but whats new ( Read more... )

Yea...Its hard for me to tell who my true friends are nowadays... Who can I trust and confide in completely? Who can I rely and count on to be there? Who is not gonna sit there and whisper about me when I'm not looking or when I'm not around ( Read more... )

Ok, so from now on I'm keeping things to myself. Its sad that even my closest friends can't seem to keep just one secret. I dont see why people think its so hard? You should think about how the person who you are talking about will feel when everyone knows about their secret and its all because you had to open your mouth even if it was to just one ( Read more... )

Everything is supposed to be cleared up by next week. I'm just hoping that everything goes well. I hate worrying about it. But I'm glad that I've had support especially from to certain people. Geli and Matt...I wouldnt get through this without those two!!
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for those of you that know what I am talking about... I can't help but think that its true. It all seems so real and in a way I actually want it to be true, it doesnt seem that bad after all...sigh