I knew my life was getting to be too good to be true. I made a mistake 2 years ago and I'm paying for it now. I'm such a jackass and wish I could get another chance, but my life isn't a fucking fairy tale so I get no happy ending. I don't think I'll ever forgive myself for this one. Not in a million years ( Read more... )

So my life has taken a turn for the better and it's about fucking time. Seriously ( Read more... )

as much as i know it's for the best, it still hurts like hell.

beer before liquor does indeed make you sicker. and it makes you wake up with a pretty persistent head ache. GO AWAY ACHE!

So I hate myself for the way my mind was thinking yesterday. I took a drive out to the park in Rahway and as I was there it was like a revelation took place. I need to be positive about my life and with this positive thinking I will stop attacking those I care about with rediculous accusations that I concocted in my own head. Today when I woke up, ( Read more... )

I had a long post that I was in the process of writing, but the power went out and I lost it all. Instead of me re-writing it I will just say that I've never felt so alone in my life. Normally I always have at least 1 person I could count on, but now I have no one and it kills me to know it. I feel like I have no power to stop my life from turing ( Read more... )

so my birthday is today and it's trite but saying "happy birthday" to me means the world. even if facebook had to remind you, taking the few seconds to send a message/ text shows how much of a genuine person you are and that you are a friend of mine. i appreciate it ( Read more... )

I wish someone would come and bash my skull in. I'm seriously fed up with my life.

friday was amazing ( Read more... )

Fuck being told my emotions aren't legit.