bleh. first show today went well... two more to go, and then the pippin party and probably down to the cape for a few days with hannah and becca.. that should be fun
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if you must, here it is.. So... This year started out in the shadow of the last one. It was hard to forget everything that happened, and to try and let people forget the less-than-perfect image they had of me from last year. And yet the year started out well, and at camp wing i really thought it might be different and that we all might be close.. But the seperations came back. Anyway, there were a lot of fun times this year (<3 normajean) but only really superficial ones, and I don't really feel like I was particularly close to anyone. And the one friendship I really felt secure with got strained nearly to the breaking point. But in spite of everything it was a painfully uneventful year. And now I have the summer to dwell on all the things I should have done and come up with some false image of what next year will be. I don't really expect to hear from anyone over the summer, but I really hope you all have a good summer. And I actually do look forward to seeing you all in september.
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So... This year started out in the shadow of the last one. It was hard to forget everything that happened, and to try and let people forget the less-than-perfect image they had of me from last year. And yet the year started out well, and at camp wing i really thought it might be different and that we all might be close.. But the seperations came back. Anyway, there were a lot of fun times this year (<3 normajean) but only really superficial ones, and I don't really feel like I was particularly close to anyone. And the one friendship I really felt secure with got strained nearly to the breaking point. But in spite of everything it was a painfully uneventful year. And now I have the summer to dwell on all the things I should have done and come up with some false image of what next year will be. I don't really expect to hear from anyone over the summer, but I really hope you all have a good summer. And I actually do look forward to seeing you all in september.
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