its been a while, but a lot of things have happened since i last updated, i went to homecoming it was alright nothing too special. I lost the best friend i ever had, i cant even talk to this friend anymore, kinda sucks, but everyone tells me she's not worth my time, so instead of goign with my gut, ill go with ever yone elses. my mom was pretty ( Read more... )

we're not going to get back together, gus...we're not going to get back together gus... that's all i can hear, fuck life, well i guess i didnt need her anyways, she made me a believer and now im right back where i was, fuck everything, maybe one day she'll wake up and realize who has always been tehre when she needs him, who was htere when noone ( Read more... )

well schoool has been going alright lately, and im liking it more and everyhing, i got a homecmoing date last night so thats pretty cool, got plans for the most part and everything, just one thing is really btohering me, an old friend doesn't really have a date right now and it jsut kills me, and i wanna do something abotu it, but i really can't, ( Read more... )

well today went alright, i dont know all this shit that is going on lately... i can't focus on my grades im too worried about other people, i just want this one girl to figure and everything out and realize taht everything is going to be ok, maybei care too much, but i really honestly try and then i feel like she gets mad at me for trying, maybe i ( Read more... )

Last night I printed a bunch of spark notes out for Bridgett and then drove em over to her house around 10, It feels good to do nice things for nice people, and that was good and all, got kinda sad when i was leaving, didnt act like it, and then i go to pick up kopperstad in the morning, then my car breaks down, 40 minutes later im at his house, by ( Read more... )

Lately I've been thinking alot, and some weird things have happened, and i think they're good things, ive just started believing in things that i never have believed in before, things like fate and maybe even taht there is someone up tehre watching over me. jsut things that have happened. i feel like if i was supposed to move on then i already ( Read more... )

Last night Jeff and Terry and Kim came over and we watched Rocky, Kim went home a little early and after taht i just went to sleep, and thats about the extent of my night. I've been throwing up all day today, I don't know why, but it hell sucks. I hope a certain someone had a good night last night, and id like to hear from this person asap. Today I ( Read more... )

well last night me and an old friend went to my brother's house in tacoma. it was nice to hang out and everything. i enjoyed my self, i just dotn think she did much, nothing feels like it used to, but its nice to be friends, i didnt get as messed up as i shoulda, i was taking care of somebody, but i didnt mind it one bit, kinda felt like i had a ( Read more... )

These past couple days have been the best in recent memory, and i want to add to these days. Ive been thinking about this a lot lately, and I really do not want to go away to college with unfinished business. I'm not saying right away, but I want someone to give this some honest, serious thought. I care for her and about her more than I care about ( Read more... )

well i had a good day at the game, i was just so happy, lovin' life for the first time in as logn as i can remember and then on the way home, less than a mile from my house, a cat ro soemthing of that sort, jumps in the road, i swerve a little, it was wet, do a couple 360s hit a guard rail, almost rolled over the guard rail, would a died, here i am ( Read more... )