well i got back from the pink panther a while ago....oh man...hilarity at its finest ( Read more... )

happy 17th birthday to my woman yesterday....i was busy raping her with love all day yesterday so i didnt do this on time.....we had an awesome time, got a room in torrington for the night after two rounds of cake at the coffee shop then her house. twas quite the room...had a jacuzzi, very nice bathroom and just a nice room altogether....much ( Read more... )

streetlights shine brighter than the moon. it's in this light that i see the glimmer of a puddle, one that i would not have seen had it not been for this sign of civilization, the only street light for as far as anyone could see. a warm orange glow approaches the mountains in the distance, but it's not the sun. sun would be on the other side. this ( Read more... )

but when you turn onto that road you realize you've come too far to go back, the wet pavement with small geysers of steam burrowing up from underground turns dark when the trees form a canvas too thick for the main street's lights to poke through. it's a short journey, not a real deviation from the normal route but one that you feel horrible for ( Read more... )

well...i dont think i could ever leave my christine, i hope nothing would ever make me feel differently. if she continues to be the woman i know, i'll continue to love her as much as i do. i love her so much and nothing has ever made that diminish at all. she's got some trust to earn back but i'm sure she can do it. i have all the faith in the ( Read more... )

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i just completed the first day since the beginning of december, in which i had not seen christine.

it's been pretty hard. i never knew i could miss someone so much.

i love you

just tired. make the day better

rolling over on the foldout sofa you call your bed, you look for the clock. 12:42, still not a wink of sleep. maybe you should turn that movie on again, the one that lulls you to sleep every night, but you never grew tired of until tonight. did you finally remember that you remembered all the words and could watch it with your eyes buried in hours ( Read more... )