so my backup career (the front runner being sports journalism or any position in a mlb team like a scout or front office exec, anything like that) i've decided, is photography. i have a real passion for taking pictures. not that i have the money to spend on equipment. my choice camera? a nice $250-300 fujifilm digital that my brother stole from his ( Read more... )

oh holy crap, i am so sore from laughing. i went to zack's tonight and he had me in stitches the whole night....i've missed that kid, i havent seen him in like a couple weeks cuz ive been with christine every night, which is okay, i still talk to him. but we went out in his dad's tinted out suburban, where you cant see shit out the windows at night ( Read more... )

i love my life right now. i have awesome friends, who like me more now because i'm happy....why am i happy? because i have a fantastic girl who brings out the best in everything in me...someone who fits me perfectly so i dont have to worry about losing her or anything. i started to notice tonight, that we don't have to be all over each other every ( Read more... )

so i got really bored without someone to sleep with....HINT FREAKING HINT CHRISTINE MARTIN GET YOUR ASS IN MY BED....hehe....so i played with all the colors and got stuff to look kinda how i want it. i dont like following the template they give me. more will come along soon. so if youre confused, yeah i changed everything. fuck you if you dont like ( Read more... )

went to christine's today at like 12 something, watched her make brownies for trew's dad (for saving us last night) and then we watched fried green tomatoes... which was funnier than i remember it being. i still really like that movie, hope christine did too. it was nice to just be in her room with her curled up for a couple hours without ( Read more... )

written by yours truly....sorry if it sucks.

last night i fell
deep into
your quicksand lake of lust
you left me there
and taunted me
a rope my way you thrust
calling your name
only seemed
to chase you far away
and then i start
to picture it
me in my casket laid
don't be another girl
to do this to me
don't stop as quickly as you can
i'm not the best
i'm nothin ( Read more... )

soooo i was taking christine home like i do every night (yay) and we started to go up route 341, the big hill right outside of kent, and this guy flashed his lights at us, and i had no idea why, but then at the bottom of the hill, this guy had tailed around and hit the barrier...a cop was there, and i slowed down as we got to the corner, and i ( Read more... )

soooo i've decided that i dont get enough sleep, or i sleep just such weird hours, and there's really only one thing thats gonna fix it: christine has to be here all the time and then when she goes to bed, i'll go to bed too and i'll start being a responsible (ie NON INSOMNIACAL) adult, cuz i'm nothing of the sort now. i'm unemployed for 2 months, ( Read more... )

i write too much shit. sorry.

well well, where do i begin....another wonderful day, i applied for jobs today on bank street and at the cookhouse, then went up to kent and just relaxed in the coffee shop all day and watched my darling work her tushy off....or pretend to. bergs came in and scoped out christine's coworker anna, who was showing us all a bit of cleavage, yikes, and ( Read more... )