i just keep leeting myself be used

[gnar_as_fuck]

I swear if i keep picking retarded guys that only want sex.. i will end up like my mom.. coked out... with abusive boyfreinds.. ahhhhh and i really dont know how to take care of myself to make that not happen.. all i want is to be loved, is that to much to ask?? I need more self confidence, an as hard as i try i cant seem to get it..

Comments

[defrain]

ummm helpful tip stop going for punk kids

[xdressmeupcutex]

I like going for punk kids
=]
even if they are weird.
....I eventually get over them though. and like them as my best friend.

[xdressmeupcutex]

don't go for fat stoners. or drunks. it's not good.
trust me.

[defrain]

oh what ever i once was a stoner but now i am a drunk so psssh. you don't even know. so sam are you going to comment on your comments or are me and mar mar going to have all of the fun.

[xdressmeupcutex]

I love how you call me mar mar and i call you patty cakes.
ha.
and I know you are a drunk and I am to. we have fun during willy mason at bright eyes shows. yep

[gnar_as_fuck]

wtf!! stop flirty with eachother on my livejournal u dorks!!! psh i guy i am talking about pat isnt even close to punk rock.. marissa knows who it is... damn yea he's a stoner but i like stoners cuz i dont know they arent as out of control like drunks.. dude mar mar your soo lukcy you know how to handle pr kids, and actually have one of the nicer ones..

[defrain]

First of all...

We were'nt flirting

I am way fuckig cool

I ain't a stoner

I get out of control sober

Your new camera is alright

[gnar_as_fuck]

well PR PAT..
1. You are to flirty and its super cute!!
2. Your not as cool as u may think u are, its the punk rock making you think that
3. i agree you do
4. My NEW CAMERA IS THE FUCKING BEST!!!!!
5. marissa made me a livejournal soo basically she rocks.
6. my comments confuse myself...
7. He's not eleventeen he's pcs nerd for life... and officely last night i decided i am done with his stupid shit!
8.. Why do u deny you guys flirt??

[xdressmeupcutex]

♥it's true. we weren't flirting
♥you are amazingly cool
♥ you most def. are not a stoner. you are pretty cute when you are stoned though. heh
♥you get out of control more while horny and drunk at bright eyes.
♥sam's new camera isn't as cool as mine.
♥Im glad I made you a html nerd.
♥sam's comments confuse me too.
♥your an amazing friend.

[gnar_as_fuck]

OMG!!! this is my post ME ME ME!! NOT PAT AND MARISSA PAT AND MARISSA!!! GEZZE U GUYS............... PSHHHH AND MY CAMERA ROCKs THE SHIT OUTTA YOURS MARISSA U JUST DONT KNOW IT YET..

<3
sam