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LAST NIGHT, H2O WAS CHILL. SOUND IN THE PLACE WAS KIND OF SHITTY. EXPECTED TO SEE A LOT MORE PEOPLE THAT I KNEW, BUT THERE WERE ONLY LIKE 15 KIDS THAT I RECOGNIZED OR KNEW. PENNYWISE, FIRST 3 SONGS SUCKED, SO WE LEFT, WHICH IS GAY, CUZ LAST TIME I SAW PENNYWISE IN LIKE 01, SHIT WAS OFF THE CHAIN. DEATH BY STEREO, FUCKING BLOWS. WILHELM SCREAM ( Read more... )

so, last night, pat and i had a crazy talk that seemed to last forever. he opened up to me more than he ever has before. it was crazy. we had moments and we talked about a lot of things going on in both of our lives. i love him so fucking much, and it kills me because he is going through so much, and i cant take away the pain. i wish i could ( Read more... )

OH!! and i forgot to add that jared thought the little girl two stepping was hot as fuck. he tried to get her number but she said she wasnt feelin him.

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the past 2 days were good as fuck. thursday worked til 1230, then went up to orlando with the boys for on our own, once for all, blood in/blood out, and pride kills. the show was fun. im sick of orlando shows. almost every show i have been to there, has not brought out more than like 50 kids. that shit is fucking wack. and the shows i go to ( Read more... )

FRI SEPT 9 @ CHURCHILLS

PRIDE KILLS
BLOOD IN/BLOOD OUT
ONCE FOR ALL
MALT LIQUOR RIOT

this weekend ended being pretty chill. friday night pat and i ate at the ale house and met up with jared and kels and chilled and shit for a bit. saturday i did some side work for pats dad for most of the day and then the power went out. so i slept and went to the mall to try to find some shoes but that was an unsuccessful mission. we went to ( Read more... )

i have nothing to do today. im fucking bored. im hungry and people dont answer their phones. someone, anyone, fucking get at me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so basically there is only one girl here that i hang out with, which i love. the thing that sucks is i go out and see all these girls chillin and shit and having drinks and i love going out and having drinks, but i have no one to do it with. no one to really "party" with and thats kinda lame cuz i seriously need like a total "girls night out ( Read more... )