i used to get a buzz off of life, and lately it only seems like someone sold me something that doesn't get me high. Life, you were great, and i am sure some other people agree. but now it seems so non-fulfilling. same shit, different day. karma doesn't help i guess; so Elliott smith will explain my story and i will do what i hated most. I will live ( Read more... )

I wish someone could be so patient; and just sit next to me and listen to music with me and to not talk about anything. I think I would prefer it to be a beautiful green eyed girl with long brown hair. Anyone have a girl like this just lying around??

There's just this odd but amazing feeling of opening my blinds, staring out at the clouds and what scenery I do have to look at, whilst Elliott Smith is playing on my computadora.

so thats all I have for now.
Derrick

I just thought that the beanie and sweater that I lent out to this beautiful girl, would still be with this girl. Here I am half way up her stairs from my friends place (to retrieve my beanie and jacket), when Eddie comes out of my apartment and yells, hey I have your sweater! I ask, ..."do you have my beanie?!" and Eddie exclaims yes! I stahl in ( Read more... )

Stumbled upon some Chuck Palahniuk quotes, never read his books, but the quotes from them are pretty amazing.

"More and more, it feels like I'm doing a really bad impersonation of myself."

here is the link if you are interested, http://www.jittery.com/

I am incapable of actually deleting this fucking thing. I guess this is here to stay.

start posting. shit.

You know those days that you just feel off. In a state close to feeling depressed, almost where nothing you do seems right.

well, I fucking hate it and I can't sleep because of it...

plus I dont think it helps that the one girl who I love and could see myself with is no longer single. again.
damnit. My heart makes up its decisions at the worst times.

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refreshed. bent. cyclone death.

to you too.

I am at work today (the physical location) it sucks.
just thoght I would let you know. yah you.