well shit all my sadness has turned ( Read more... )

today i got a new cell phone
and i think it is smarter than
i am and i made like fifty dollars
tonite. daim i kick ass too much.
and i do know im coincided

my phone takes pictures holy shit thats fuckin awesome.

i was looking at the moon earlier
and it was really bright and shiny
and the sky was really clear so i could
see the stars. it was cool. thats about it i guess

my last three thanksgiving break/day 's have been the worst

two years ago i had the worst flu all thanksgiving break
last year i blew up my brother's car and owed him like
2000 dollars and got my windshield bashed in
now this year i got dumped and ive been pretty fucking miserable

no wonder the suicide rate climbs in the holidays
bad shit just

i need to wake up ive decided
ive been in a dream for the last
couple of days. and now i need to wake
up

i felt better today around 330 until about 800 but then i felt really bad again for a while
i think its getting better but i still feel exactly the same. just a little less ouch.

it kinda feels like my heart has melted into my stomach and made me feel sick
then it also feels like its kinda numb now
o well it just needs to go away

today had the biggest turn around ( Read more... )

im upset and i dont really know why
im tired and i dont know why either
maybe i need to go away.

i got sooo pissed today ( Read more... )