i think now that everthing is nearly done and over with im starting to feel a little depressed. The highlight of my weeks were practices cause i got to see the people who i really had a lot of fun with. Now that its all done and over with, i feel like i have nothing to look forward to anymore. I feel kinda empty, and sad all at the same time. ( Read more... )

the quincenera was a huge sucess, the absoulute funnest day of my entire life. I cant tell you how happy i was yesterday. a guy who was in it with me was really sweet. we danced the whole night, and he treated me like a queen. he's going to college this summer, but he'd said he'd come back for me next year. lol. i dunno if i believe it, but he ( Read more... )

oh my gosh, the biggest weight has just been lifted off my back. the quincenera is tomarrow, no more stress, my blood test is in and im waiting for results, and 1 more week of school. The more i think about it, the more it starts to scare me. i never really realized how fast time really goes. i mean i always say that things just drag on, but ( Read more... )

i had just about the greatest weekend ive had in a long time. i did so much in just two or three days, and now i barely have enough enery to write, but i feel like it so i did. friday i went for a run, and then hung out at home till i went to josh's. we watched a weird movie, but i didn't care, sara saw her two minites, and she really like her ( Read more... )

hey, nothing new is going on in my life right now. im actually the most boring person i know. honestly... i am... i don't even read my past journals because they are so damn boring... so i don't expect you guys to read them either... ;) lol... but anyways ( Read more... )

today is boring. not much to do. i might go see the ring with steven... yay! i like steven, hes realy really sweet to me... but i dunno. kinda confused.

CHORES SUCK.... i'll be back later

well the shit finally hit the fan... i only told josh about this but i have aserious peoblem in my family. My uncle is the biggest alchoholic in the world. it sucks to cause he lives with my grandma across town. my mom and him never got a along, even as kids. even as an older brother he was really hate ful and at sometimes abusive to her. ( Read more... )

Last night I lay in bed looking up at the stars in the sky and I thought to myself, "Where the hell is my ceiling?!"

im sorry i was a bitch to u today... im sorry i wasnt thinking... forgive me? i feel so bad...