you may be right, I may be crazy.....

[gnome05]

I miss Alison. I mean, well, yeah, I miss her A LOT. Things just haven't been the same since summer, and University, and Dryw...but I mean, we're still bestest buddies, but it's jsut weird. Maybe I'm overexamining things, but it seems as though she doesn't have time for me anymore (not that I have all the time in the world for her, but still

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[nehima]

Barf. Lets not talk about life EVAR. Life sucks at... life. Yeah.

Yes, your views on you and Her and completely distorted, as are hers on Rob, and mine on Him. But it's the fact that we don't need to admit it that... does something. As long as we understand it, we can remember it any way we want to.

I'll miss you too. Talk your mom into letting you come and stay with me for a week here and there, and bring groceries. Because... I like to eat and not starve.

[gnome05]

I'll talk to her about it....maybe pre-job getting, or something (because I NEED to work, or maybe I'll get a job further out and it won't matter...). If I spend any time at your place I will bring groceries, you know I'm good like that. In regards to your second paragraph...doesn't it both you that you don't know how it really is? aren't you worried you'll make the same mistake again ebcause you didn't really get it the first time? Yeah, remembering it any way you want to is grand, but, doesn't that defeat the purpose of goign through all that pain to come out a stronger, more educated person? or am I crazy? or is the last question just true regardless? I don't know anymore.

[poke_the_bear]

I really sorry about that...and I know that I really did and still do to some extend ignore you but you are the type of friend that I know loves me...and I can be a total bitch and have you think "Wow she's been a bitch to me and totally blew me off for her crappy boyfriend...and now she needs me because he's being a jerk to her now.." but I know that even though you could think that (not saying you do but I really wouldn't blame you) that you still love me and want to help me through my problems and just knowing that you are there and that you do still love me really helps...so how about we get together...you name the day (that isn't this weekend) and we'll watch stupid movies and eat junk...and have everything be awesome...hey and you still owe me a movie from christmas!!! I'm calling you on that one. He he he free movie! Excellent! (In the stupid Whyne's World way not that creepy Mr. Burns way.)

[gnome05]

how about a thursday? or do you have classes? if so, then next weekend we can chill and go see a movie and stuff. XOXOXO

[lizabeth26]

I get that. I don't think your views of what happened between you and Christa are distorted, and frankly, your opinions matter most because it happened to you. Its like we said before, we can try for hours to explain but the feelings that we had were there and find that we just can't really explain after all.

Yes, Ali will love you no matter what. So will I. Dryw however....we won't go into ;)

[gnome05]

thnaks hun, I really appreciate your input, it always makes me feel better, or at least remember a time when I felt better. XOXOXO

[lizabeth26]

I'm just glad you feel the same way.