Happy Valentine's Day everyone! Even though I don't believe in this holiday.. haha People tell me i'm just jaded.. Maybe so. *shrug* Today definitely doesn't make it any easier getting over "him." Its just another slap in the face really.. Another reminder. I keep trying to remind myself of the bad memories.. All the hurt.. But today, i'm just ( Read more... )

So Cafe Adobe is tonight. I'm so excited. I'm a little tired though from staying up so late cutting up stuff for the kabobs we're gonna grill tomorrow night. I'm excited about that too. And i'm also excited that I found a long lost friend last night. Or well, she found me actually. On MySpace! Go figure! See, it is good for some things. ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here at work, aggravated. People are such stupid bitches! But anyways.. I haven't updated in a few days so I figured i'd do so. Let's see.. What did I do this weekend ( Read more... )

I downloaded the last two episodes.. So now i'm up to date. Woo hoo! Girl on girl action.. How interesting. Although, I did notice tonight that Marissa looks EXTREMELY skinny.. Almost sick like. Eww ( Read more... )

Well, my panic attacks are back. Yay! I was on my way to Hooters Friday after work to meet my friend Ted.. And BAM! It hit me.. I had to reschedule with him of course. I fought it the whole way home. At one point, it was so bad I almost had to pull over. I was tripping hard. I assume its due to stress. So I started taking Zoloft again. And I ( Read more... )

Watching "Hope Floats" with Dauphne. I love this movie. But it makes me cry. I just took 25mg of Zoloft. I need to get back on my medication because I started having panic attacks really bad yesterday. I have so much on my mind.. So many feelings.. I don't know how to handle it all. I just am thankful i'm not by myself right now because then ( Read more... )

Kentucky won!! Hooray!

Someone get me off MySpace.. Please. I need some kind of therapy. Do they have support groups for that? I took this quiz.. And it said I was 80 something percent of a MySpace whore. HOW RUDE! But true.. haha

Okay.. So Saturday I went over to my parents to watch the Kentucky/LSU game with my Dad. Talk 'bout a whoopin'!! They tore it up. I'm proud of my boys. Go Cats!! I babysat my brother while my parents went to Galveston for their 25th anniversary. Stayed up 'til 3am chatting.. Sunday went back home. Erin came over. Cooked spaghetti, watched ( Read more... )

I couldn't stay away.. I miss LJ. Its helped me vent out a lot of frustrations. Plus, I know people love to hear what's going on in my boring life. =)