Tonight has been a very musical night. Aside from my hour stroll with Tom in the misty half-rain, I've been sitting and listening/uploading music. I'm sorry, but in order to be human, one has to dig Rachmaninoff's Rhapsody on a theme of Pagianini. I do like some classical music, although I don't always understand movements and everything. But ( Read more... )

Wandering properties of death ( Read more... )

I'm still used to being able to do certain things. I need to not be. I need to realize a few things. I need to stop thinking of myself in certain terms, and thinking of others in certain terms.

We all get trapped by sadness. But we're left with no weapon with which to free us. Our defenses crumble; there doesn't exist somethign that we can easily correct and therein alter our situation. It just continues. Momentary happiness just doesn't overshadow this fact...the relentless imprisonment ( Read more... )

Put a gun to my head and paint the walls with my brains.

Five minutes. That's all it takes. Five minutes in my house to rob me of my soul.

Put your playlist on Shuffle. Pick the first 25 songs that come up and add "in my pants" at the end of each title. Bold your favorites ( Read more... )

Yay! Arizona's still in it!

Oh what on earth did Tom do to me.

That's all for now, time for bed.

I'm so lonely, and for no good reason. I just can't sit in a room by myself and not feel....crappy.

Easter break has got me feeling oh so lethargic. I don't want to do anything. I'm not sure if I have a quiz tomorrow in Modern Europe, and part of me wants to just skip the class and not bother studying.
I think sleep is the better option.

My boyfriend's such a cutie.

Well, that's if you want to call it "best ( Read more... )