I had big plans of writing something useful here today. One of the first actually useful things I would've ever written here, useful for me. Instead I just read a lot. And I have to say this thing probably does reveal a lot about me. Some things it doesn't show though is my cruelty. My hate and anger. Unless you know a little more about me, anyway ( Read more... )

I think I now know why I don't let myself get into relationships these days. If I get into a relationship then I have the issue that at some point I will end up with feelings of some nature that I will have to confront - positive or negative, they'll creep out (or in) to my life and require me to face them down. And let's be honest, I'm not good at ( Read more... )

So, next day in London was a day for moving house for me, and for JJ, his first experience of the London institution known as The Church. I opted out of the Church experience based on advice from my friends living in London that it was basically a massive debauched piss up. Not what I was keen on with Contiki coming up so soon. After JJ left in the ( Read more... )

So, in all fairness I should probably put some travel related stuff on here, rather than Greg-whining-about-girls-again (thanks Ceri... =P ( Read more... )

Ok, buddy, get your head around the fact that ppl can like you enough to maybe kiss you and stuff, and not want a relationship with you. You don't need to chase every nice girl that crosses your path, not everyone thinks he same as you, and maybe a hook up is just a hook up. Chill out, relax, and keep staring at the pretty girls in Krakow ( Read more... )

So, I'm sitting in a cafe under a hotel in the middle of the Old Quarter of Hanoi, in Vietnam, and I'm looking back over the first week or so of my holiday. That's a terribly constructed sentence, but I'm not going to fix it, mainly cos I don't know how to, nor can I be bothered. Anyway, looking back, and realising that I've been spending a large ( Read more... )

But I think of you whenever life gets me down.
I think of you whenever you’re not around.
Just to put your mind at ease:
You don’t owe me anything
You paid me well in memories.

Stoled from some person's blog, stumbled upon helping a friend with Pride and Prejudice text response. To whoever wrote it first, I approve, and hope you don't mind me posting it ( Read more... )

So I haven't written here since sometime last year, and wow, it's March already. Time is fucking flying, I have to travel so much more than I'm used to, and most stuff in my life sucks, to be honest. I'm being shit on several fronts that are sorta important to me. Cars still aren't finished. I'm still single, and having less and less fun every day ( Read more... )

Ok, so obviously I think about a lot of stuff, and I'm not going to just list it all down here. I seem to be writing here with more purpose of late, and I guess that's generally a good thing. I feel a bit like I'm working towards a goal or purpose, mainly to do with self-examining my thinking and behavioural patterns. I've always paid a lot of ( Read more... )

I want my life to be other than it is. Where's a fucking fairy godmother when you need one?

I need to change, but I don't know how. Worse, I want to change, but I can't seem to make it happen.

How to make things different?