I don't know where to start. Endings are what I'm scared of. Personally, I don't think there's any real justification for what either of us did. She can try and justify what she did, and the fact that she lied about it for so long, but in the end its all just words, and all that's left for either of us is the knowledge of what we've done. And the ( Read more... )

So, here I go, can I take 2 weeks without you? Ask me in 2 weeks time, I guess. The rules I've set for myself say I can't contact you, unless its a response. The only things that are exceptions to that are if someone invites us to do something, like my Dad inviting us to dinner or whatever ( Read more... )

I totally don't wanna go to work today... Of course, the other option is to sit around and be miserable for the majority of the day, so I'll go to work for preference ( Read more... )

See - guys can multi task too ( Read more... )

So, Adelaide trip has now been and officially gone. Had a great time, thanks of course to the best mate anyone can have, Azza!! A pretty full on couple of days, and a couple of quieter days have done wonders. Mostly, anyway ( Read more... )

Today = worst day of my life. Ever.

The end.

Hello there, the angel from my nightmare ( Read more... )

Well, I don't know what possessed me, but she's seen all of it now. Everything I put down in print just after we broke up, all the way thru 'til just the other day. The stuff I didn't post here, cos it was too paranoid, depressed or ranting. All those times when I said things like, I changed my mind, or deleted a post, they all got collected. Last ( Read more... )

Hmmm...

Your Birthdate: February 11

Your birth on the 11th day of the month makes you something of a dreamer and an idealist ( Read more... )

I still find things so weird. My bed is still made for 2. She still has clothes here, and I see her toothbrush every morning. And her towel still hangs on the back of the bathroom door ( Read more... )