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Missing her...
I think it's a little funny that as excited as I was to come home...I cried when I left MA. I just couldn't handle the thought of being so far away from her and not being able to feel her arms around me or mine around her. She slept over last night, the night before last now, and it was amazing. It's funny...we fall asleep entwined with each other ( Read more... ) -
home and whatnot
So I head home on Saturday. I'm very excited to be seeing my family, and it will feel good to have them near for awhile. It's amazing to actually be leaving here...and I feel like I'll be leaving so much behind. Because when I come back...it will be a new start ( Read more... ) -
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I am supposed to be adult, I need to be mature. I have to handle this situation as best as is possible...and it is certainly not easy. I don't want to be angry...I want to be civil and kind. That's just who I am. But I am not able to be when I'm being broadsided at every juncture of the road.
I make you sick...sorry.
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Damien Rice has a new single out guys!!! HOORAY!!! The video can be viewed here http://www.video-c.co.uk/newmicrosites/microsite_watchvideo.asp?page=watch&FileType=ADSLProg&vidref=dami006Read more... ) -
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I'm feeling so very alone right now. In this cold and quiet apartment, my thoughts overwhelm me. And as dark as it is, I don't even want to turn a light on. I find no comfort in noise, and no strength to move. The TV could be my company, and yet, I choose not to loose myself in disenchantment when reality is being fearsomely vulgar these days ( Read more... ) -
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My living situation is difficult. I want to stay right where I am, and don't see the point in going anywhere other than here...and yet at the same time, every move I make gets me into trouble. What can I do when EVERYTHING I do is just wrong. There is no RIGHT in this situation. Therefore regardless of what I choose to do...I'm left ( Read more... ) -
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Possibly one of my favorite songs ever ( Read more... ) -
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Today went pretty well. We talked some more and I think everything is much clearer. I'm hoping we can be civil about all of this. I feel like a major dick, but at the same time...I know it's for the best. I've done my share of crying over this...and it's probably not the end of the tears. 3 years is a long time. And when you've been with someone ( Read more... ) -
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I don't make promises I don't keep
I'm in love, and always will be.
I'll always love her...but sometimes love has to change.
