i have right now from holding back from not ( Read more... )

long time no write ( Read more... )

i wonder if i'll ever be seen to any guy
then just some random piece of ass.
sometimes i know i lower myself.
maybe i like the attention.
i've done dumb shit in the past
& yet try to fix it.
i feel so worthless sometimes.
so god damned worthless.

times flies ( Read more... )

YAY

+ uncle is down from chi-town ( Read more... )

is here.
Feliz Navidad;
Merry Christmas;
y Noel.

~*EMiLY

& have been for 6 months;;
guys have come in & out of my life;
i'm a grown up attractive woman;
got my braces off;
the loss of my grandpa was overwhelming;
gaining my freindships back;
got a boyfriend whom i have up/down feelings about;

trying to let go of the people ( Read more... )

the beating of his heart took it's toll,
he was no longer in control.
he was on god's map, he wanted him too.
grandpa if not anything, i hope you know i love you.
i was emily, your shorty as long as i can remember.
we'd take nice long walks in the month of september.
you'd tell me stories that i'd be ending up memorize,
now that you're gone it's ( Read more... )

my uncle left 4 days ago ( Read more... )

alright; so where to begin.

we'll start from present to past.

so, last night i crashed at kat & joey's.
been chillin' with them more frequently.

the night before on the 27th, i saw
ill nin. this is going to take a while to tell;
but i'm going to discuss the details anyway.

so it all started after prepping & drawing ( Read more... )