[A Reason To Live ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I have absolutely no motivation to bother anymore. I try so hard and all I get out of it is an entry in a livejournal and the only thing that can make me feel normal (an episode of Jerry Springer) doesn't even make me feel good. Time to brush my teeth and go to sleep.

=john=

It's weekend time again. Seems to be the only time I ever have the desire to write about anything online anymore. Fear Factory was a very good show on Wednesday night. Not in my top 10 list or anything but still very good quality nonetheless. I got to hang out with the almighty Haley and her friend. I saw a couple of people who I either talk ( Read more... )

It is Tuesday evening. 40% of my week is over already on an optimistic outlook. That's all I have to be optimistic about it seems like. I owed dad money and he told me to buy Fear Factory tickets and dog food with it. I got tickets for me, him and Haley since he wants someone to get high with before he'll go. I'm completely broke. I don't ( Read more... )

Finally the weekend. I got my ass kicked at work this week. I made money at least. Aerosmith is playing TD Waterhouse Orlando on January 5th. I know it's stupid but I've really waited a while to see them for a long time now. They are playing Fort Lauderdale the 19th so If I'm really broke I can wait until then. Sounds good either way. This ( Read more... )

The words of a delinquent ( Read more... )

Another weekend has ended unsuccessfully. I caught a contact high off my dads pot dealer, looked at his truck and played with guns. I can't say it's something I do but it's better then nothing I'm thinking. I met a wicked cool new friend on the satanic cult called MySpace. I will refrain from names though because everytime I mention names that ( Read more... )

Alright here we go. I am horribly bored and I decided I'd make a list of my favorite 50 songs of all time by 50 different bands. I expect other people to get very bored and repost this with their favorites too. If I allowed the same bands every emo kid would make 1-25 each song on 2 Good Charlotte CD's. But dammit this needs to include the ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'd rather just not be alive. This week has been a nonstop reminder of that. I'm borderline of walking out on this job soon. I've had enough of the bullshit. Monday was a fairly miserable day. I fought with father most of the evening and then went to Sonny's for dinner because he was buying. That never happens. Tuesday ( Read more... )

First off I'd like to thank LJ for letting me insert images the easy way now. I don't know if this is an accident and it will go away tomorrow but it's nice having someone do it for me. I was too stupid to learn how. Anyways ( Read more... )