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it never ends
its 6am and i cant sleep.
because there it is again.
the god damn image that ruins the best of my moods. -
a poem. heh. i alwyas said i wasnt a poet... now look at me
why cant i stop ( Read more... ) -
chuck palahniuk quote
“It's because we're so trapped in our culture, in the being of being human on this planet with the brains we have, and the same two arms and legs everybody has. We're so trapped that any way we could imagine to escape would be just another part of the trap. Anything we want, we're trained to want.”
i wonder if he read prometheus rising too. -
long time, no see
not writing nearly enough.
still confused about an ass-ton of stuff.
still doubting myself (less than usual though).
still thinking way too much.
still jealous often.
employed but broke.
but...
doing well.
feeling confident.
liking who i am again.
...strangely enough.
heh. what is wrong with me? -
(Untitled)
was there ever a memory or an image in your mind that you could never get rid of no matter how hard you tried and every time you thought of it, you felt physically ill and wanted to throw up?
i was doing so well to not think of it, then i had a dream which involved that image. now i feel like vomiting. -
gullible
my sister got a spam email saying "YOU WON A FREE IPOD"
she got all excited and started running around the house.
then my dad said its just junk mail and deleted it.
she is still hysterically crying because she thinks it was real.
noob. -
meh
i had the most fun i've had in a long time tonight ( Read more... ) -
i will play my game beneath the spin light
I have been doing a fair amount of reading and research into several meditation and breathing exercises in attempt to try and slow down my over active mind of late. I have been reasonably consistent on actually trying these techniques. Albeit the only times I have to do them properly are in the middle of the day when no one is home and the house ( Read more... ) -
anti-post
I hate posts like this. I hate sounding like a pathetic loser but I will post it anyway ( Read more... )
