i'm sick

[god_damn_stars]

why did i do it? i should have never gotten back with him. i'm kicking myself in the ASS right now. he's moving to portland in a couple weeks...and it's killing me. worse then when we broke up the first time. he's leaving the state...this is good bye forever. even when he comes back to visit..i don't want to see him. it won't be the same

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[urknifemyheart]

*HUGS*

we need to hang out.. either tuesday or wednesday im getting my new set of tattoos done. you should come with me!

[god_damn_stars]

yeah, maybe...i don't really want to be home.

[prettiest_sin]

i dont even know what to say, and i dont even want to imagine what you're going through. it is hard when you get back together and learn to trust someone, then they just get up and leave :( i hope things work out. who knows you may change your mind about wanting to see him when he visits, and you guys can stay really good friends? feel better soon <3

[god_damn_stars]

thanks. yeah..it seriously sucks..everything was going soo good...and he's willing to just throw it all away just so he can be happy..with his "new life" that he apparently doesn't want me in