001; Nor Hell or Heaven
I'm stuck in some kind of world in which lead me to her! I swear I cannot get away from that girl even after death. This just isn't Hell it might be the hell for me. I cannot let this get to me what so ever. I'm pissed off more than anything because I know the white one is here since Mello is here as well.
Not to mention who the hell was that Zorro character from the party? He had to be with that slut. Mello will never know Near's true name, which might drive him completely insane to know it. They are friends aren't they? Maybe I maybe missed lead by that fact.
I'm sure you are smart enough to find me on this journal thing. Stupid as it maybe, but I think the first time we meet up here in this Mansion I might actually be civil. If I could ever be civil towards the white rabbit that killed me you should die of a heart attack if it does ever happen. Your real name shall haunt me for all eternity, N***. Do know that I might want to spam it Mello and use it against him. See what things play out. I do know for a fact that this Misa, doesn't have her memories of the Death Note. Say anything to her about it she won't admit that she is the second Kira or ever was.
You have every right to hide out in your bunny hole. But even a bunny needs to come out of their hiding place to get food and other things. Just watch your back since you have one angry wolf coming for you.
My thoughts of this place, it's between Hell and Heaven. It has to be, since I know for a fact that I could not go to Hell or Heaven when I died. I did get into a fight pretty quick with the blonde hair fiend, Mello. I pretty much won from the fight. But at the same time I would think he won as well.. just that I did more damage to hurt him. I didn't sleep well probably because Misa didn't keep to her half of the bed. I don't think she quite understands. But I can't blame her foreverything. ...I just realized... why would I want to spend my time here when I could be out there looking for Near. I believe that's what I shall do. Maybe I can get away from her for a while.