Could your acne be cause by the extreme humidity in Austin? I know when the weather gets hot and humid here in Chicago I get irritable, huge hair and zits.
My current phobias are Ambien, zombies, and Ambien Zombies. And cars. The sound of a truck rumbling outside my window makes me flinch.
that I could still go walking and talking through this life, vaguely aware that the hopes and dreams and joys of Erin are out of reach, that a thick layer of static lies between me and navigating successfully through this world. That people will shy away from me as I twitch and shuffle in my bathrobe, a ruined mind clinging to the bars of my windows.
Don't start taking Ambien, or I'll have to fear you too.
ha ha!! tell me about this ambien fear - is it because of hallucinations? some people like hallucinating - people who have the luxury of being otherwise too normal, i guess. i hate it, myself.
ha ha!! thats hilarious! i have a closely linked phobia of zombies, which relates to a phobia of losing my mind of course -- i knew there was a reason we were friends....
CRap. I am sorry things are persisting on the depression side. I have been trying to be there for Trevor, who is going through a lot of the same stuff. The things he takes for depression/anxiety are causing side effects that are making him lose his appetite and "performances"... further deepening the depression. It's a horrible cycle. I don't think Accutane is a good idea, given your history with drugs of any and all kinds. Your skin looks good in all the pics I've seen..? All I can say is I love you, the static will clear when you find something that works, and you'll find something that works by not giving up. Good to hear counseling is on the calendar. One small step, you know? Did you get some good love in the mail yet?
i'm fine now - anxiety clearing up - decided not to do accutane and anxiety pretty much went away, see? will never do pills so long as i'm sane enough to sign myself into the facility. goo dlove in the mail?? you mean your card? i did get that last week and meant to write back but never did, thinking that email suffices. NOT! totally need to write a goold old fashioned letter to you. Vegas!
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that I could still go walking and talking through this life, vaguely aware that the hopes and dreams and joys of Erin are out of reach, that a thick layer of static lies between me and navigating successfully through this world. That people will shy away from me as I twitch and shuffle in my bathrobe, a ruined mind clinging to the bars of my windows.
Don't start taking Ambien, or I'll have to fear you too.
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The drug companies are going to kill us all - with zombies.
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will never do pills so long as i'm sane enough to sign myself into the facility.
goo dlove in the mail?? you mean your card? i did get that last week and meant to write back but never did, thinking that email suffices. NOT! totally need to write a goold old fashioned letter to you. Vegas!
love love love ya!
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