For those of you who would like to attend my mother’s wake or funeral, for whatever reason, here is the information you’ll need ( Read more... )

my mother died this morning at around 8:30 am. i wasn't there to say goodbye, so i feel like kicking the shit out of myself for that. right now i'm going through a stage of sorrow and regret. but i'm always reminding myself of the brighter side ( Read more... )

mom got tons worse last night. she's all congested so when she breaths it sounds like she's choking. it's terrible. she hasn't opened her eyes in i believe a day and a half. she's on so much pain medication that she can't speak, eat, or move. her mouth is always open, she doesn't breath through her nose. her face is all twisted and distorted. she's ( Read more... )

so there's this cute orange/white kitten sleeping on my coffee table. it's about anywhere from 1 month to 2 months old. she's very precious and i'm very attatched to her, but i can't take care of her properly. and i don't want this kitten to be disfunctional and low self esteem. would someone like to adopt this pretty little girl from me? she was ( Read more... )

i'd like to thank everyone for your kind thoughts and words. apparently they're helping out just enough for my mother to stay alive a little longer. i'd like to thank nelle for sleeping over at the hospital and putting up with my mini temper tantrum yesterday, i'm very embarassed and sorry dear ( Read more... )

so last night caught me off guard. i spent the entire night at the hospital sleeping on the floor and then on a cot ( Read more... )

“I was thinking earlier, how much I love spring, but when there is snow I love winter, and when the foliage is changing colors I love autumn, and when I can go skinny dipping and teach swim lessons I love the summer... so I am just loving it right now... because it is whatever it is and it is good. you just have to know how to appreciate it. I see ( Read more... )

so here's a quick update because it's been a while ( Read more... )

so as a pick-me-up cassidy and sammy wanted to take me out. just so i could be out of the house and not have to worry about anything. we were going to go to a chinese buffet, than go bowling, than to the movies. the ideas kept changing as the night progressed forward, and just as we were going to go to the movies we saw the carnival came to town ( Read more... )

it took me a few moments to think of a title for this post. that should sum up what my brain's going through right now. it works like one of Lyman's computers down in the history office. slow as hell ( Read more... )