J2 Big Bang Gone In An Instant (Or Here To The Bitter End) Jared/Jensen NC-17 7/13
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They had all drank far more than they were intending to, but Jared was glad he stopped when he did. He saw Jensen switch to water at one point and knew that if he wanted to be able to do more than fool around messily before passing out, he would have to be careful with how much more he himself drank. When he had drained the remaining beer from his pint, he too slowed down by switching to water.
Upon departing the bar, Sandy let them know that she and Chris were heading back to her and Jared’s house, so the boys could go to Jensen’s without worry of them being there. Jared didn’t care who was going where, as long as Jensen was with him and they were well on their way to getting home and getting naked. It had been an emotional night, facing everything he’d wanted to avoid with Jensen’s best friend. Despite Jensen’s claims that Chris was usually a very easy going man who liked nearly everyone he met, Jared wasn’t convinced.
In fact, he was absolutely certain that Chris hated him, a belief that had been proven every single time they were in the same room. When Jensen had extended the invitation to join them for dinner and drinks, he had originally planned on staying home, letting Chris and Jensen have their night together and simply agreeing to a ‘Jensen Time Share Program’ with his boyfriend’s best friend. It would be awkward, but if it meant that Jared got Jensen when he could, it would be more than worth it. Jensen was more than worth it, but Jared had never been the one to let someone unfairly judge him, let alone hate him. He wanted to know why Chris seemed to hate him and maybe work out a way to get beyond it.
It didn’t take long once he’d arrived and the tension was cleared from the air to see that something was bothering the other man. It was something other than Jared and far bigger than anyone probably realized. He didn’t know Chris well or at all really, but whenever Sandy and Jensen weren’t looking at him, Chris looked almost miserable. Something was eating at him and he wondered if his presence was hindering Chris’ opportunity to speak to his girlfriend and best friend about what had been bothering him. When Chris didn’t take his offer to leave so they could speak, Jared felt an unexpected wave of respect for the other man. It was obvious with every glance, every smile that Chris bestowed on Jensen just how much he meant to him. In no way was it romantic, or even sexual in nature. It was just an overwhelming feeling of love that Jared saw between the two men, a love that caused for Jared to be thankful that Jensen had someone like this in his life. Although he had given every indication of the opposite, it was suddenly clear to Jared how important Jensen’s happiness was to Chris and he could feel the gratitude Chris had that his friendship with Jensen had been mended.
Jared had only seen the effects of the rift in their friendship from Jensen’s point of view, but now could see Chris’ and knew that if they had nothing else in common, Jensen’s happiness was one thing they shared. At the same time, he could also see the love Chris felt for Sandy with every touch and ever whisper into her ear. Sandy could hold her own, Jared was never more sure about that, but he still worried about his friend and wanted to know she was being treated the way she deserved. As the night wore on, his initial assessment of Christian Kane was being proven to be that of horrible first …second and third impressions and now he hoped they could get past any issues that had been harboured previously.
Once they were alone, standing on the sidewalk swaying together from having enough to drink that they were still on the drunker side of sober Jared pulled Jensen in to kiss him thoroughly. His tongue pressed through the seam of Jensen’s lips and he licked playfully at his tongue, teasing him into a playful duel. “Take me home and fuck me,” Jared whispered against Jensen’s mouth.
Jensen could only groan and nod as he pulled Jared in the direction of his house. Their walk to Jensen’s was filled with drunken chatter, neither being able to follow the conversation but still adding to it.
They arrived at Jensen’s house, waved to Genevieve and Danneel who were in the middle of making out with someone that neither Jensen nor Jared recognized but wanted to interrupt long enough to find out and headed directly to Jensen’s bedroom. Jared had almost completely undressed Jensen when the other man stopped him and pulled him so that they were nose to nose. “Do me a favour?”
“I’ll do you as many fucking favours as you want,” Jared gave a husky admission as he pushed Jensen’s jeans down his hips. They pooled at Jensen’s ankles and he stepped out of them. Seconds later, his arms were around Jared’s neck, pressing their now naked bodies against each other.
“I’m serious,” Jensen’s eyes were hazy with alcohol and lust. Their lips met in a soft kiss, when Jensen pulled back he rest their foreheads together. “Remind me to tell you something tomorrow.”
“Just tell me now,” Jared reasoned. His hands reached down to cup Jensen’s bare ass, grinding them together so that their already aching erections hardened further. Jensen only shook his head.
“No, you deserve more than me saying this when we’re drunk and horny. Tomorrow morning, if I don’t tell you, remind me to.”
Jared’s head was fuzzy with arousal so he was finding it hard to follow Jensen. “How will I know if you’ve told me or if I have to tell you to tell me?” He was blinded by the grin that covered Jensen’s face. So much so that he leaned in and kissed him until they were both sprawled on the bed, wrapped entirely in one another.
“Trust me,” Jensen promised, “You’ll know.” He smoothed Jared’s hair from his forehead while staring deeply into his eyes. There was a mixture of awe and adoration on his face and Jared found himself blushing, trying to distract Jensen. “Thank you,” Jensen whispered. “For everything.”
“I should thank you,” Jared’s voice lowered, as if they were sharing secrets. “I know how much Chris means to you and for you to stand up for me like that, for you to have that faith in me…”
“In us,” Jensen admitted. “I have that faith in us. God, it feels like I’ve felt this way forever.”
“I know,” Jared leaned up and pressed their mouths together. “I want you to fuck me tonight; I want to feel you inside of me.”
They had spoken briefly on their sexual histories and what they liked and disliked. While Jensen admitted that he enjoyed both bottoming and topping in relationships, not exactly having a preference overall, Jared could not say he was as versatile. He primarily topped in relationships, having failed attempts at successful sexual encounters while bottoming and thus previously writing off the possibility. That was until Jensen had turned him on his ass. Never once had Jared felt the need, the want he felt when he was with Jensen, hell, when he was merely speaking to the other man. He barely knew whether he was coming or going sometimes, and that night, when Jensen was ready to write Chris off entirely if he couldn’t give Jared a fair chance to be in their lives, Jared knew that he would trust the other man with anything. Everything.
“I want to feel you.”
Jensen groaned and cupped himself as if stopping his cock from spontaneously combusting and coming all over them both. “Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
“We don’t need to do this.” Jensen began stroking Jared’s erection which was leaking precome all over his hand. “I…”
“I want this,” Jared promised hotly. “I know you’ll make it good for me. I want to make it good for you.” He hadn’t expected Jensen to start laughing.
“Are you kidding me? You think you haven’t been making it good for me? You don’t think I don’t love the feel of your cock inside of me? Fucking, breaking me in half?” Jensen leaned down to lick Jared’s cock, sucking the head into his mouth as he tongued the slit. While his tongue played with his cock, Jensen’s fingers trailed back to circle Jared’s hole, feeling the muscle flutter in anticipation.
“I …GOD JENSEN,” Jared moaned loudly. “Fuck fuck fuck...”
With a pop, Jensen pulled off of Jared’s cock. He grabbed the lube from where it sat on the bed and liberally coated his fingers before once again, circling Jared’s tight hole, pushing just enough so that the tip of his finger slid in. He waited until he pushed the whole digit in before once again swallowing Jared down to the root, rubbing the pad of his finger against his prostate. Jared jerked when he felt Jensen’s lone finger turn into two, but when the other man started to hum around his erection while massaging him from the inside, he couldn’t hold on. There was a weak warning before Jared exploded, coming violently as he thrust against Jensen’s face.
“Yeah, come for me,” Jensen murmured, pulling off of Jared’s erection. He opened his eye to see Jensen’s mouth red and swollen, lips slick from where his come had coated them liberally. He had never seen the other man look so beautiful than when breathless from sucking him. Jared’s cock gave one last load which landed on Jensen’s jaw before sliding down his throat to his chest. Before he could think about it, Jared leaned in to lick his come from his boyfriend’s chest. Holding the fluid on his tongue, he pulled Jensen in and shared a messy, wet kiss, transferring the come between them.
When they pulled away from one another, Jared’s hands were on Jensen’s hips. “Fuck me.” He turned over and raised his ass in the air as he spread his legs enough so that he knew his already stretched asshole was on display. Jared reached behind himself, fingered his hole and began to bed, a stream of filth echoing in the otherwise silent room. He gasped upon the feeling of Jensen spreading his cheeks, licking at his hole wantonly.
“If you want it, I’m going to fucking give it to you.”
“Good.”
“Begging for it like a whore,” Jensen mumbled as he prepared his own erection with a condom and lube. “Such a slut for my cock, aren’t you.”
Jared couldn’t speak, he could barely moan against the pillow, clutching the sheet below him tightly.
“Tell me.” When he didn’t answer, Jensen slapped his ass roughly. “Tell me you’re a slut for my cock.”
“Fuck,” Jared growled into the pillow as he raised his ass higher. “Fucking cock slut, I’m a cock slut for you.” As if knowing where Jensen was hinting at, Jared kept talking. “Only you, only for your cock. I’ve never wanted anyone’s cock in me. Please…”
Jensen grabbed his hips and steadied him before pressing in slowly. Jared could feel Jensen spearing him in half, pushing deep inside, deeper than anyone had ever been before, and while it was uncomfortable, all Jared could think about was Jensen and how it felt right. How much it hurt but how good that hurt felt, and when Jared thought Jensen couldn’t go any deeper, he gave one last push and they were cemented together, Jensen’s pelvis flat against Jared’s ass.
“You are so tight and hot,” Jensen growled against Jared’s shoulder. “So fucking perfect.”
His breathing was erratic, Jared couldn’t focus on one thing long enough to respond. He let out a series of throaty sounds, his back arched, legs spread as wide as they would go and ass in the air. Jensen’s hands trailed up and down his spine, grasping as much of his skin as he possibly could which only added to Jared’s oversensitivity.
“Is this okay, Jay? Tell me you’re okay.”
With a gasped breath, Jared groaned and nodded his head. “Fucking move Jen. Let go.”
Jensen didn’t need to be told twice. In an instant, he pulled back his hips and began to thrust in a snapping motion, pulling Jared’s hips back with each push forward of his own. Jared could barely hold on, so rather than expend energy, he didn’t try. He collapsed onto his forearms and bit the pillow to keep from screaming. He barely managed to slide one hand underneath himself to roughly tug on his cock while Jensen continued to pound into him steadily.
It wasn’t long before Jensen was warning him that he was close. Jared could feel his own orgasm on the rise as well. It took Jensen’s surprised shout as he came to push Jared over the edge, his hand giving a twist on the downslide before stroking up and pinching the head. In a move that surprised Jared, Jensen pulled out, stripped off the condom and began to jerk off, coming across his back and ass until he finally collapsed against him.
“Holy fucking hell,” Jared groaned. His hole twitched at its sudden emptiness and almost instantly, Jared missed Jensen filling him up. He jerked at the feel of Jensen’s fingers stroking his now used and swollen hole.
“So hungry,” Jensen’s voice was exhausted but filled with wonder. “It’s still so hungry for me.” Jared moaned as Jensen’s mouth followed his finger’s path and his tongue darted out to rim him gingerly.
Jared’s body once again began to tremble, what felt like an electric shock shot through his spine and directly to his cock. He groaned as Jensen fit his mouth around him and started to suck, lapping hungrily at his abused hole. It was as Jensen’s finger slid back in, gliding easily to find his prostate as he rubbed the muscle firmly milking another orgasm at him that Jared howled, not caring who in the house could hear him.
“I want to do every filthy thing you’ve ever thought of,” Jensen admitted against Jared’s mouth before kissing him deeply and hungrily. “And then when you come, I want to build you back up to do it again.” Jensen leaned down to speak directly into Jared’s ear. “And I’d do anything you want me to. Let you use me, fuck me, claim me. Whatever you want, I want to give it to you.”
Nothing was going to get Jared hard again anytime soon, despite Jensen’s valiant attempt. Instead, he claimed Jensen’s mouth, kissed him with as much emotion, as much desire as he could muster up and pulled the sheets and blankets over them. They could clean in the morning, he didn’t care how disgustingly sweat soaked and covered in lube and come they were. He wanted Jensen so close they were practically one person. When they were entangled, cocooned in the sheets and face to face, he kissed Jensen’s mouth and whispered. “Anything you want, I’ll give you.”
Jensen’s eyes were closed, a sleepy smile on his face. They shared a soft, lazy kiss before falling asleep.
The room seemed to be spinning. Jensen opened one eye slowly, not wanting to disrupt the equilibrium he hadn’t expected to have, especially after the emotionally tumultuous night before. There was a slight headache that accompanied the dizziness, but the warm body pressed against him overrode everything else and his lips curled into a sleepy grin.
Memories flashed behind his eyes once he had closed them again. The view of Jared on his hands and knees, ass up in the air and spread for him. The feel of their sweat slick bodies slapping against one another as he pushed in and out, fucking Jared until they were both screaming, begging for more yet needing relief from all of the sensations that overwhelmed them.
The hint of love that was blossoming in Jensen’s chest. He felt it with each word, each touch and each glance they shared. They had only been officially dating for a few weeks and Jensen knew it was fast, so fucking fast to be falling this hard but he wasn’t sure he could stop it.
“You are so damn hot when you’re thinking so hard,” Jared’s gruff voice startled Jensen out of his thoughts. Their eyes met and Jensen took in Jared’s hair that stood on all angles, the way his eyes were drooping as if wanting to close for just a little more sleep and how utterly gorgeous he was at any time of the day. He observed all of this and couldn’t help but lean in and kiss Jared’s mouth, not mindful at all of the taste of sleep and stale morning breath they shared.
Breaking the kiss, both men looked down between them and let out mirroring groans of disgust. “Whose idea was it NOT to clean up after sex last night?” Jensen asked as he fell to his back and covered his eyes with his arm.
“Knowing you and knowing me?” Jared admitted with a chuckle. “Probably mine. You fucked any working brain cells out of me last night so thinking about this morning was the last thing on my mind.”
Jensen cocked an eyebrow and pulled the sheet up between them. Despite being covered in dried come, Jared’s body was gorgeous. His muscular chest broke out into goose bumps at the cool air, his cock was half hard with what he knew from Jared’s confessions was hope for a sleepy, sated morning round of sex and his strong, muscular thighs were dusted with chestnut brown hair leading down to a pair of the sexiest legs Jensen had ever seen on a man before.
He was well aware that he had it bad for this man.
“I bet I know what was on your mind!” His voice held a note of suggestion that judging from Jared’s whimper and the tent in the sheet, was welcome. Jensen watched Jared’s eyes flutter shut and his hand slide under the sheet to grab and begin stroking his thickening cock. His own cock was hardening and Jensen moved to kneel on the bed and expose his own naked body. He jerked his cock a few times until it was proudly erect before climbing onto Jared to straddle him. “Was it how bad you wanted me to mount you,” he asked, leaning down to lick playfully at Jared’s lips, “And ride you?”
“Fuck, Jen.” Jared groaned. He grabbed onto Jensen’s thighs and stroked the skin hungrily as his hips gave a sharp thrust.
“Want me to ride you reverse cowgirl? That way you can watch my ass as you fill it?”
“Maybe...” Jared stuttered a few times. His head was thrown back and he bit his lower lip roughly. “N-next ti-time...”
Jensen reached around to grab a condom and slid it on Jared’s cock. He gave a few teasing flicks of his wrist before he stopped, not wanting Jared to come too soon. As he rose to place Jared’s head at his entrance, the other man stopped him.
“Fuck…” Jared moaned. “No, stop.”
“Stop?”
“We need to stretch you, don’t want to hurt you.”
Jensen chuckled at Jared’s concern. He kissed him hotly, licking into his mouth only stopping when Jared’s whole body went boneless on the bed. He took Jared’s hand and brought the other man’s fingers to his opening, sliding two of his own fingers in next to one of Jared’s. “Taken care of.” He watched as Jared’s eyes opened, questions in their depths. “Trust me.”
Jared nodded and Jensen hovered over his lover’s cock before slowly lowering himself down the entire length until he was seated on Jared’s lap. They both let out pleased sounds of satisfaction. Jensen leaned forward and nibbled on Jared’s ear.
“I woke up a few hours ago to piss,” he reached around on the bed beside them until he’d found what he was looking for. Pulling it out from the blankets he held it up for Jared to see. “Got so fucking horny,” Jensen bit Jared’s lobe roughly and tugged. “Wanted you inside me but wanted to let you sleep,” he moved onto Jared’s mouth and nibbled on his lip. “Knew I’d want you to fuck me when we woke up so I put this in my ass to stretch it. Wanted to surprise you.”
Jared could only let out a garbled moan as he held onto Jensen’s hips tightly. He slowly thrust his hips, needing Jensen to move on his cock. Jensen took the hint and began to raise himself at an achingly slow pace before swiveling back down.
“Surprise.”
“Gonna fucking kill me Jen,” Jared admitted. One hand moved up to cup Jensen’s cock, tugging it loosely.
“No I’m not. I’m going to make you feel so damn good Jared, like you made me feel last night. Going to make you see fucking stars.” At his words, Jensen leaned back and rested all of his weight on his arms behind him. He shifted so that he could ride Jared as fast or as slow as he wanted, moving over him sensuously.
Jensen’s eyes focused and saw Jared watching him, a myriad of emotions playing on his face. Their gazes locked and both men smiled. “It is so hot watching you on me,” Jared’s voice was soft, as though he was trying to control it. “But you need to fucking move.”
“Move how?” Jensen teased. He sped up until Jared’s eyes rolled back into his head and then slowed back down.
“You are such a fucking tease.” Jared growled.
Jensen grabbed Jared’s shoulder and pulled him up until they both shifted and they were chest to chest. Jensen sat up straighter, placed both hands on Jared’s pecks and began to ride him in a fast and furious motion, wanting to bring them both off as fast as possible.
Both men were dangerously both to coming when a series of loud bangs on Jensen’s door startled them, causing for Jensen to tighten like a vise around Jared’s cock and both men to begin coming.
“JESUS CHRIST,” Danni’s voice echoed through the door into Jensen’s room. “It’s too fucking early to listen to you guys fucking!”
Genevieve’s cackle that followed was their assurance that she wasn’t angry, only fueling them to yell and moan louder.
Jared pulled Jensen down so that they were both wrapped around each other, their bodies still trembling from their orgasms. Both men were gasping for breath as he pulled Jensen in for a deep, hungry kiss.
“Good morning,” he finally whispered against Jensen’s lips when the last waves of their orgasm subsided.
“Fantastic morning,” Jensen corrected.
Neither could ignore their need for a shower and that it was long overdue to air the room out as they changed the sheets on Jensen’s bed. Jared took the shower first which gave Jensen time to think as he opened the windows in his bedroom and stripped the bed down. He had the new linen half on when Jared emerged, wet hair, glistening skin and promises to finish if Jensen wanted to go in and get clean.
It wasn’t until they were seated at the table, a pot of Irish Cream coffee set between them and a note that Genevieve and Danneel had taken their ‘friend’ out for breakfast so they could continue making as much noise as they wanted to without worrying about disturbing anyone, that Jared brought up Jensen’s words the night before.
“You said you wanted to tell me something last night,” he said before taking a big bite from his toast.
“Pardon?” Jensen wracked his brain to remember what Jared was talking about.
“You said last night, when we got home that there was something you wanted to tell me, but didn’t want to do it last night when we were drinking and about to have sex. You said if you forgot to remind you.”
Jensen blushed and averted his eyes. Now, in the light of day, he wasn’t so sure he wanted to say anything. “If I told you I don’t remember, would you believe me?” He raised one hopeful eyebrow.
Jared shook his head very firmly but said “yes.” They both shared laughter, Jensen’s was nervous while Jared’s was affectionate. Jensen took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, trying to calm his nerves.
“Look, Jen if you don’t want to tell me. You don’t have to. You can tell me when you’re ready.”
The surge of love flared up in Jensen’s chest, down to his toes and he grabbed Jared’s hands. This was why he didn’t want to wait to tell him, this was why he wanted to grasp the moment and not let it pass. “I’m ready, I just don’t know how you will take it.” Jensen loved that Jared realized the weight of the conversation, already knew him well enough when to make a joke and when to be serious.
He cupped Jared’s face, stroking his chin and jaw. He tucked a piece of hair behind his ear before leaning in and softly pressing a kiss to his lips. “You need to know that I don’t exactly know what I’m doing. That I’ve never done this before and really hope that I never have do it again…” Jensen took a look at Jared’s expression and gave a chuckle. “Oh god, you’re going to start running before I even get it out.”
“Never,” Jared promised.
“You haven’t heard it yet.”
“And I won’t if you don’t stop stalling.”
Jensen pressed his face into Jared’s throat and inhaled. “See, that’s why you’re perfect. Even after a few weeks you know me.”
“I’ve known you longer than that, Jen.” Their eyes met and Jared nodded. “I have. Just because we’ve only been dating for a few weeks it doesn’t mean I don’t know you. We spoke for weeks before we got together, practically every day. “I’ve told you things that even Chad doesn’t know, and believe me when I say Chad knows almost everything.”
It was the truth and Jensen felt the weight of Jared’s words. They gave him the strength to say what was on his mind. Jensen was overwhelmed with emotion; he kissed Jared with a firm press of their mouths together. “I think I’m falling in love with you,” he admitted shyly. He watched Jared’s expression change to that of surprise and then something Jensen couldn’t quite make out. The silence was deafening between them and Jensen could feel his pulse racing.
Jared bit his lip while he furrowed his eyebrows. Jensen’s stomach was a mess and he waited for Jared to say something, anything. Finally the other man leaned in and kissed Jensen’s mouth with the softest of kisses.
“I’m glad it’s not just me then.” Jensen’s jaw dropped and Jared nodded as if to cement his confession. “It’s true. I saw you in the park that day, when Tank had tried to eat you. When I came over, I was too busy watching you to even think about anything else. And then Ginny came over and I saw you with her and you told me your story. Fuck, you rescued her from the side of the road. How many people would do that? For a dog they don’t know?”
“Anyone could have just picked her up, I couldn’t leave her there knowing what kind of sick fucks are out there,” Jensen said softly.
“I know, and then when you were making fun of me but still, I could see something…” Jared said as he pressed their mouths together. “And I felt it, this connection between us and just… I didn’t know how to tell you I was interested and when I thought you might be… I figured you were with Danni and I just wanted to get to know you so badly.”
“You too,” Jensen stroked Jared’s jaw tenderly. “Everything seemed to be conspiring against us. Our schedules wouldn’t mesh up and every time we came so close to making plans something else happened I thought that maybe it was something or someone telling us that it wasn’t in the cards. I was breathless that day in the park when we started talking.” Jensen admitted. “You ran over to see what was wrong with your dog and I was breathless, I was shocked. Never once have I ever met anyone as beautiful as you.”
“That’s exactly how I feel.” Jared rubbed his eyes with the palms of his hands. “I have never felt this way about anyone before and it blind sighted me. And the thing is, I know we still have so much to learn about each other, there is so much we don’t know. But I can’t wait to find out; I can’t wait to learn everything about you.”
Jensen kissed Jared on the lips to punctuate his words. “Exactly. It’s never felt this right before, this …perfect. And I just wanted you to know… I didn’t want to do it when we were having sex or we were drunk, at least not the first time.”
Jared nodded in understanding. “Thank you,” he said softly. “It would have been so easy for you to play it off today and pretend like you hadn’t said anything or forgotten what you wanted to tell me last night, and I wouldn’t have pushed.”
They finished their breakfast in easy silence. When Jensen asked Jared what he wanted to do for the rest of the day, he admitted that all he wanted to do was curl up with Jensen and watch TV. They moved to the couch and curled up, the TV on in the back ground while they settled on the couch, face to face so they could talk and enjoy each other’s company. A few hours passed before the door opened and loud, excited barking interrupted the quiet.
“Oh look, it’s Mommy and Daddy,” Genevieve said with a laugh. Tank took the invitation to jump on the couch, making himself comfortable in between Jared and Jensen. It was when Ginny tried to do the same that Jensen, who had been lying on the outside, fell off the couch.
“Fuck,” he said with a laugh. “Did you steal my dog?” Ginny followed her master down to the ground and began to lick him affectionately.
“If by steal you mean feed, walk, clean up after and take her for a salon visit, then yes,” Danneel yelled from the kitchen. She returned to the living room and passed Genevieve a bottle of water before they sat down to join their friends.
Jared looked at Genevieve who nodded. “Yeah, you left Tank at home with Chad and thank GOD Sandy was there to save him. She looked after him once she got home last night and then this morning we went to get him when we walked Ginny.”
“Then we took them to the park before getting their nails trimmed,” Danneel flashed them a grin which made Jensen uneasy.
“What did you do?”
“What is that supposed to mean?” The expression on Danneel’s face gave away her false innocence. Jared and Jensen shared a look before turning to look at the girls with raised eyebrows.
Genevieve broke first.
“We bought them presents.” Danneel groaned as Jared and Jensen laughed.
“What presents?” Jared asked.
“We’re so glad you asked Mommy.” Danneel laughed at the expression on Jared’s face.
“Why am I the Mom?”
“You’ve got the purse dog,” Danneel gave an unapologetic shrug. “You have the smaller dick, you’ve got the girlie dog. You’re the chick.”
“I don’t have the smaller dick,” he argued. When they all looked at Jensen he failed to meet anyone’s eyes. “Tell her my cock is bigger than yours.”
“I will admit to no such thing,” Jensen said awkwardly. They were joined on the couch by the girls who each made a grab for the jogging pants they wore.
“We can settle this once and for all,” Danneel giggled gleefully.
“Yeah,” Genevieve cackled. “Let us measure them.”
“Look what you’ve done,” Jared yelped as he managed to narrowly escape. He grabbed onto Jensen’s hand and pulled him from where he was being mauled by Danneel and Genevieve. Both Tank and Ginny sensed the excitement around them and began to bark and chase their masters through the house and up to Jensen’s bedroom.
Inside the bags they had managed to scoop up when passing through the front landing, they found treats, new toys and a new bed for each of the dogs. “So they’ll each have a place to sleep no matter whose house we’re at,” Jensen reasoned. Both men climbed on the bed and were soon joined by their ‘kids’ so that they were all curled up together, Ginny and Tank at Jensen and Jared’s feet.
All four of them fell into a light, comfortable sleep. Jared opened one eye to survey the room around him, pleased to see everyone exactly where they had been before he’d fallen asleep. Judging from Jensen’s breathing, Jared knew the other man wasn’t sleeping and he smiled . “You know I’m right, right?” Jared said softly into the top of Jensen’s hair.
“About what?”
“My dick. It’s bigger than yours.”
Jensen chuckled as he shifted to look Jared in the eye. “Seriously?”
“What?” Jared couldn’t help but press a kiss against Jensen’s mouth, lingering as it deepened and Jensen’s lips opened to allow his tongue access.
“Your cock is not bigger than mine. If anything they’re the same size, but they’re not,” Jensen finally said when the kiss broke.
“Right, because mine’s bigger,” Jared argued with absolute seriousness.
Jensen gave a huff of feigned annoyance. He rose to his knees and looked down at Jared who was smirking at him with a cocky grin. “Yours is not bigger.”
“Except that it is.”
Attuned to the air around them, Ginny and Tank jumped off the bed and ran to the bedroom door, whining to escape the room. Without a word Jensen climbed off of the bed and let the two dogs out. He called down the stairs to see if the girls were still home and if they didn’t mind walking the kids.
“Why the fuck should we?” Danneel called up from the living room.
“Because Jared and I are about to measure our cocks to see whose is bigger,” Jensen yelled back. He was initially met with silence and then a resounding whoop from the girls.
“You got it babe,” Danneel called back. “Pics or it didn’t happen.”
Jensen gave a laugh and shut the door. When he turned to face Jared, he saw his boyfriend laying in the middle of his bed, naked and stroking his cock. “Fuck.”
“Take it off,” Jared instructed.
“Fucking cheater,” Jensen hissed as he stepped out of his jogging pants and pulled his tee shirt over his head. He immediately took his half hard cock in hand and began to fist it, stroking up and down as he watched Jared do the same on the bed.
They both remained frozen, Jared sprawled on the bed and Jensen standing beside it, alternating between looking each other in the eye and staring at where their hands were milking their hardening erections expertly.
“Do you… have a ruler?” Jared groaned. His head fell back and he heard Jensen groan at the expanse of exposed skin, knowing how much Jensen admitted to loving his body, his hips thrusting into his fist rapidly. He opened his eyes as Jensen climbed onto the bed to straddle him, bracketing his hips with his knees.
“Don’t need one,” Jensen growled. “Are you hard? Can you get harder?”
Jared shook his head and bit his lip roughly. “If I get any harder I’m going to fucking come… god I want to come… need to come.”
“You will baby. You’ll come so fucking good, all over me,” Jensen caught his lips in a hungry kiss. They both groaned as Jensen lined their cocks together, balls pressed tightly against one another, base to base, root to root. He tried to circle both of their cocks together with one hand but Jensen couldn’t manage to grasp them both firmly enough to get a good enough measurement.
Jared reached between them and covered Jensen’s hand with his own. He pressed their cocks so that they rubbed together, causing for both he and Jensen to make a sharp, excited gasp of breath.
“Look how fucking beautiful it is,” Jensen murmured in the space between them. Their cocks were both flushed a deep red, nearly purple and were leaking profusely. As precome wet the skin, Jared gave a few rough jerks of his wrist. Jensen grabbed onto his shoulders, Jared could see how close he was to coming.
“God, this is hot,” Jared whispered. “Look, look at our cocks together.”
“Gonna come,” Jensen warned. Jared tightened his grip to stop that from happening.
“Wait, just look.”
Their gazes met and they shared a wet kiss.
“Look,” Jared whispered again.
“You’re so fucking long,” Jensen said with awe. Look how long you are, way longer than I am.”
It might have been a fraction of an inch at most, but Jensen was right, Jared’s cock was indeed longer than Jensen’s.
“But yours is thicker,” Jared admitted. So fat, and hard. And god it must taste so good, fits perfectly in my mouth…on my tongue.” He began to slowly jerk the two of them off together, not stopping the litany of filth coming from his mouth. “I can almost feel it inside of me, so wide and thick and big in my ass.”
Jensen shook his head as he thumbed the head of Jared’s cock, gathering come on the digit before bringing it up to his tongue. “I’ve never seen a more perfect cock,” he said breathlessly. His hands went up behind Jared’s neck and he pulled them so that they were both on their knees.
Within half a dozen strokes, Jared could feel his whole body trembling, a fire burning in his veins alerted him to his impending orgasm. “Fuck, I’m going to come,” he warned.
“Come on me,” Jensen begged. “Mark me.”
“Not without you.”
Their eyes locked and Jared watched as Jensen’s face turned from bliss to an intense mask of pain and pleasure. He recognized the transformation because at the same time, he too felt his orgasm crash over him and they both began to come. He milked their cocks until finally it was painful, the overstimulation too much for either of them and they sagged together so that they were lying on the bed.
“Odes…” Jared heard Jensen mumble.
“What?” he asked with a chuckle.
“Your hands,” Jensen’s voice was lazy, a ragged edge to it that Jared was beginning to love. “I could write odes to your hands.” Their eyes met and Jensen blushed. “And your cock.”
“Like your mouth? And your ass?” Jared questioned. “And your eyes,” he added softly.
“Exactly,” Jensen responded just as softly. “Love what you do to me.”
On To Chapter 8
Masterpost
They had all drank far more than they were intending to, but Jared was glad he stopped when he did. He saw Jensen switch to water at one point and knew that if he wanted to be able to do more than fool around messily before passing out, he would have to be careful with how much more he himself drank. When he had drained the remaining beer from his pint, he too slowed down by switching to water.
Upon departing the bar, Sandy let them know that she and Chris were heading back to her and Jared’s house, so the boys could go to Jensen’s without worry of them being there. Jared didn’t care who was going where, as long as Jensen was with him and they were well on their way to getting home and getting naked. It had been an emotional night, facing everything he’d wanted to avoid with Jensen’s best friend. Despite Jensen’s claims that Chris was usually a very easy going man who liked nearly everyone he met, Jared wasn’t convinced.
In fact, he was absolutely certain that Chris hated him, a belief that had been proven every single time they were in the same room. When Jensen had extended the invitation to join them for dinner and drinks, he had originally planned on staying home, letting Chris and Jensen have their night together and simply agreeing to a ‘Jensen Time Share Program’ with his boyfriend’s best friend. It would be awkward, but if it meant that Jared got Jensen when he could, it would be more than worth it. Jensen was more than worth it, but Jared had never been the one to let someone unfairly judge him, let alone hate him. He wanted to know why Chris seemed to hate him and maybe work out a way to get beyond it.
It didn’t take long once he’d arrived and the tension was cleared from the air to see that something was bothering the other man. It was something other than Jared and far bigger than anyone probably realized. He didn’t know Chris well or at all really, but whenever Sandy and Jensen weren’t looking at him, Chris looked almost miserable. Something was eating at him and he wondered if his presence was hindering Chris’ opportunity to speak to his girlfriend and best friend about what had been bothering him. When Chris didn’t take his offer to leave so they could speak, Jared felt an unexpected wave of respect for the other man. It was obvious with every glance, every smile that Chris bestowed on Jensen just how much he meant to him. In no way was it romantic, or even sexual in nature. It was just an overwhelming feeling of love that Jared saw between the two men, a love that caused for Jared to be thankful that Jensen had someone like this in his life. Although he had given every indication of the opposite, it was suddenly clear to Jared how important Jensen’s happiness was to Chris and he could feel the gratitude Chris had that his friendship with Jensen had been mended.
Jared had only seen the effects of the rift in their friendship from Jensen’s point of view, but now could see Chris’ and knew that if they had nothing else in common, Jensen’s happiness was one thing they shared. At the same time, he could also see the love Chris felt for Sandy with every touch and ever whisper into her ear. Sandy could hold her own, Jared was never more sure about that, but he still worried about his friend and wanted to know she was being treated the way she deserved. As the night wore on, his initial assessment of Christian Kane was being proven to be that of horrible first …second and third impressions and now he hoped they could get past any issues that had been harboured previously.
Once they were alone, standing on the sidewalk swaying together from having enough to drink that they were still on the drunker side of sober Jared pulled Jensen in to kiss him thoroughly. His tongue pressed through the seam of Jensen’s lips and he licked playfully at his tongue, teasing him into a playful duel. “Take me home and fuck me,” Jared whispered against Jensen’s mouth.
Jensen could only groan and nod as he pulled Jared in the direction of his house. Their walk to Jensen’s was filled with drunken chatter, neither being able to follow the conversation but still adding to it.
They arrived at Jensen’s house, waved to Genevieve and Danneel who were in the middle of making out with someone that neither Jensen nor Jared recognized but wanted to interrupt long enough to find out and headed directly to Jensen’s bedroom. Jared had almost completely undressed Jensen when the other man stopped him and pulled him so that they were nose to nose. “Do me a favour?”
“I’ll do you as many fucking favours as you want,” Jared gave a husky admission as he pushed Jensen’s jeans down his hips. They pooled at Jensen’s ankles and he stepped out of them. Seconds later, his arms were around Jared’s neck, pressing their now naked bodies against each other.
“I’m serious,” Jensen’s eyes were hazy with alcohol and lust. Their lips met in a soft kiss, when Jensen pulled back he rest their foreheads together. “Remind me to tell you something tomorrow.”
“Just tell me now,” Jared reasoned. His hands reached down to cup Jensen’s bare ass, grinding them together so that their already aching erections hardened further. Jensen only shook his head.
“No, you deserve more than me saying this when we’re drunk and horny. Tomorrow morning, if I don’t tell you, remind me to.”
Jared’s head was fuzzy with arousal so he was finding it hard to follow Jensen. “How will I know if you’ve told me or if I have to tell you to tell me?” He was blinded by the grin that covered Jensen’s face. So much so that he leaned in and kissed him until they were both sprawled on the bed, wrapped entirely in one another.
“Trust me,” Jensen promised, “You’ll know.” He smoothed Jared’s hair from his forehead while staring deeply into his eyes. There was a mixture of awe and adoration on his face and Jared found himself blushing, trying to distract Jensen. “Thank you,” Jensen whispered. “For everything.”
“I should thank you,” Jared’s voice lowered, as if they were sharing secrets. “I know how much Chris means to you and for you to stand up for me like that, for you to have that faith in me…”
“In us,” Jensen admitted. “I have that faith in us. God, it feels like I’ve felt this way forever.”
“I know,” Jared leaned up and pressed their mouths together. “I want you to fuck me tonight; I want to feel you inside of me.”
They had spoken briefly on their sexual histories and what they liked and disliked. While Jensen admitted that he enjoyed both bottoming and topping in relationships, not exactly having a preference overall, Jared could not say he was as versatile. He primarily topped in relationships, having failed attempts at successful sexual encounters while bottoming and thus previously writing off the possibility. That was until Jensen had turned him on his ass. Never once had Jared felt the need, the want he felt when he was with Jensen, hell, when he was merely speaking to the other man. He barely knew whether he was coming or going sometimes, and that night, when Jensen was ready to write Chris off entirely if he couldn’t give Jared a fair chance to be in their lives, Jared knew that he would trust the other man with anything. Everything.
“I want to feel you.”
Jensen groaned and cupped himself as if stopping his cock from spontaneously combusting and coming all over them both. “Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
“We don’t need to do this.” Jensen began stroking Jared’s erection which was leaking precome all over his hand. “I…”
“I want this,” Jared promised hotly. “I know you’ll make it good for me. I want to make it good for you.” He hadn’t expected Jensen to start laughing.
“Are you kidding me? You think you haven’t been making it good for me? You don’t think I don’t love the feel of your cock inside of me? Fucking, breaking me in half?” Jensen leaned down to lick Jared’s cock, sucking the head into his mouth as he tongued the slit. While his tongue played with his cock, Jensen’s fingers trailed back to circle Jared’s hole, feeling the muscle flutter in anticipation.
“I …GOD JENSEN,” Jared moaned loudly. “Fuck fuck fuck...”
With a pop, Jensen pulled off of Jared’s cock. He grabbed the lube from where it sat on the bed and liberally coated his fingers before once again, circling Jared’s tight hole, pushing just enough so that the tip of his finger slid in. He waited until he pushed the whole digit in before once again swallowing Jared down to the root, rubbing the pad of his finger against his prostate. Jared jerked when he felt Jensen’s lone finger turn into two, but when the other man started to hum around his erection while massaging him from the inside, he couldn’t hold on. There was a weak warning before Jared exploded, coming violently as he thrust against Jensen’s face.
“Yeah, come for me,” Jensen murmured, pulling off of Jared’s erection. He opened his eye to see Jensen’s mouth red and swollen, lips slick from where his come had coated them liberally. He had never seen the other man look so beautiful than when breathless from sucking him. Jared’s cock gave one last load which landed on Jensen’s jaw before sliding down his throat to his chest. Before he could think about it, Jared leaned in to lick his come from his boyfriend’s chest. Holding the fluid on his tongue, he pulled Jensen in and shared a messy, wet kiss, transferring the come between them.
When they pulled away from one another, Jared’s hands were on Jensen’s hips. “Fuck me.” He turned over and raised his ass in the air as he spread his legs enough so that he knew his already stretched asshole was on display. Jared reached behind himself, fingered his hole and began to bed, a stream of filth echoing in the otherwise silent room. He gasped upon the feeling of Jensen spreading his cheeks, licking at his hole wantonly.
“If you want it, I’m going to fucking give it to you.”
“Good.”
“Begging for it like a whore,” Jensen mumbled as he prepared his own erection with a condom and lube. “Such a slut for my cock, aren’t you.”
Jared couldn’t speak, he could barely moan against the pillow, clutching the sheet below him tightly.
“Tell me.” When he didn’t answer, Jensen slapped his ass roughly. “Tell me you’re a slut for my cock.”
“Fuck,” Jared growled into the pillow as he raised his ass higher. “Fucking cock slut, I’m a cock slut for you.” As if knowing where Jensen was hinting at, Jared kept talking. “Only you, only for your cock. I’ve never wanted anyone’s cock in me. Please…”
Jensen grabbed his hips and steadied him before pressing in slowly. Jared could feel Jensen spearing him in half, pushing deep inside, deeper than anyone had ever been before, and while it was uncomfortable, all Jared could think about was Jensen and how it felt right. How much it hurt but how good that hurt felt, and when Jared thought Jensen couldn’t go any deeper, he gave one last push and they were cemented together, Jensen’s pelvis flat against Jared’s ass.
“You are so tight and hot,” Jensen growled against Jared’s shoulder. “So fucking perfect.”
His breathing was erratic, Jared couldn’t focus on one thing long enough to respond. He let out a series of throaty sounds, his back arched, legs spread as wide as they would go and ass in the air. Jensen’s hands trailed up and down his spine, grasping as much of his skin as he possibly could which only added to Jared’s oversensitivity.
“Is this okay, Jay? Tell me you’re okay.”
With a gasped breath, Jared groaned and nodded his head. “Fucking move Jen. Let go.”
Jensen didn’t need to be told twice. In an instant, he pulled back his hips and began to thrust in a snapping motion, pulling Jared’s hips back with each push forward of his own. Jared could barely hold on, so rather than expend energy, he didn’t try. He collapsed onto his forearms and bit the pillow to keep from screaming. He barely managed to slide one hand underneath himself to roughly tug on his cock while Jensen continued to pound into him steadily.
It wasn’t long before Jensen was warning him that he was close. Jared could feel his own orgasm on the rise as well. It took Jensen’s surprised shout as he came to push Jared over the edge, his hand giving a twist on the downslide before stroking up and pinching the head. In a move that surprised Jared, Jensen pulled out, stripped off the condom and began to jerk off, coming across his back and ass until he finally collapsed against him.
“Holy fucking hell,” Jared groaned. His hole twitched at its sudden emptiness and almost instantly, Jared missed Jensen filling him up. He jerked at the feel of Jensen’s fingers stroking his now used and swollen hole.
“So hungry,” Jensen’s voice was exhausted but filled with wonder. “It’s still so hungry for me.” Jared moaned as Jensen’s mouth followed his finger’s path and his tongue darted out to rim him gingerly.
Jared’s body once again began to tremble, what felt like an electric shock shot through his spine and directly to his cock. He groaned as Jensen fit his mouth around him and started to suck, lapping hungrily at his abused hole. It was as Jensen’s finger slid back in, gliding easily to find his prostate as he rubbed the muscle firmly milking another orgasm at him that Jared howled, not caring who in the house could hear him.
“I want to do every filthy thing you’ve ever thought of,” Jensen admitted against Jared’s mouth before kissing him deeply and hungrily. “And then when you come, I want to build you back up to do it again.” Jensen leaned down to speak directly into Jared’s ear. “And I’d do anything you want me to. Let you use me, fuck me, claim me. Whatever you want, I want to give it to you.”
Nothing was going to get Jared hard again anytime soon, despite Jensen’s valiant attempt. Instead, he claimed Jensen’s mouth, kissed him with as much emotion, as much desire as he could muster up and pulled the sheets and blankets over them. They could clean in the morning, he didn’t care how disgustingly sweat soaked and covered in lube and come they were. He wanted Jensen so close they were practically one person. When they were entangled, cocooned in the sheets and face to face, he kissed Jensen’s mouth and whispered. “Anything you want, I’ll give you.”
Jensen’s eyes were closed, a sleepy smile on his face. They shared a soft, lazy kiss before falling asleep.
The room seemed to be spinning. Jensen opened one eye slowly, not wanting to disrupt the equilibrium he hadn’t expected to have, especially after the emotionally tumultuous night before. There was a slight headache that accompanied the dizziness, but the warm body pressed against him overrode everything else and his lips curled into a sleepy grin.
Memories flashed behind his eyes once he had closed them again. The view of Jared on his hands and knees, ass up in the air and spread for him. The feel of their sweat slick bodies slapping against one another as he pushed in and out, fucking Jared until they were both screaming, begging for more yet needing relief from all of the sensations that overwhelmed them.
The hint of love that was blossoming in Jensen’s chest. He felt it with each word, each touch and each glance they shared. They had only been officially dating for a few weeks and Jensen knew it was fast, so fucking fast to be falling this hard but he wasn’t sure he could stop it.
“You are so damn hot when you’re thinking so hard,” Jared’s gruff voice startled Jensen out of his thoughts. Their eyes met and Jensen took in Jared’s hair that stood on all angles, the way his eyes were drooping as if wanting to close for just a little more sleep and how utterly gorgeous he was at any time of the day. He observed all of this and couldn’t help but lean in and kiss Jared’s mouth, not mindful at all of the taste of sleep and stale morning breath they shared.
Breaking the kiss, both men looked down between them and let out mirroring groans of disgust. “Whose idea was it NOT to clean up after sex last night?” Jensen asked as he fell to his back and covered his eyes with his arm.
“Knowing you and knowing me?” Jared admitted with a chuckle. “Probably mine. You fucked any working brain cells out of me last night so thinking about this morning was the last thing on my mind.”
Jensen cocked an eyebrow and pulled the sheet up between them. Despite being covered in dried come, Jared’s body was gorgeous. His muscular chest broke out into goose bumps at the cool air, his cock was half hard with what he knew from Jared’s confessions was hope for a sleepy, sated morning round of sex and his strong, muscular thighs were dusted with chestnut brown hair leading down to a pair of the sexiest legs Jensen had ever seen on a man before.
He was well aware that he had it bad for this man.
“I bet I know what was on your mind!” His voice held a note of suggestion that judging from Jared’s whimper and the tent in the sheet, was welcome. Jensen watched Jared’s eyes flutter shut and his hand slide under the sheet to grab and begin stroking his thickening cock. His own cock was hardening and Jensen moved to kneel on the bed and expose his own naked body. He jerked his cock a few times until it was proudly erect before climbing onto Jared to straddle him. “Was it how bad you wanted me to mount you,” he asked, leaning down to lick playfully at Jared’s lips, “And ride you?”
“Fuck, Jen.” Jared groaned. He grabbed onto Jensen’s thighs and stroked the skin hungrily as his hips gave a sharp thrust.
“Want me to ride you reverse cowgirl? That way you can watch my ass as you fill it?”
“Maybe...” Jared stuttered a few times. His head was thrown back and he bit his lower lip roughly. “N-next ti-time...”
Jensen reached around to grab a condom and slid it on Jared’s cock. He gave a few teasing flicks of his wrist before he stopped, not wanting Jared to come too soon. As he rose to place Jared’s head at his entrance, the other man stopped him.
“Fuck…” Jared moaned. “No, stop.”
“Stop?”
“We need to stretch you, don’t want to hurt you.”
Jensen chuckled at Jared’s concern. He kissed him hotly, licking into his mouth only stopping when Jared’s whole body went boneless on the bed. He took Jared’s hand and brought the other man’s fingers to his opening, sliding two of his own fingers in next to one of Jared’s. “Taken care of.” He watched as Jared’s eyes opened, questions in their depths. “Trust me.”
Jared nodded and Jensen hovered over his lover’s cock before slowly lowering himself down the entire length until he was seated on Jared’s lap. They both let out pleased sounds of satisfaction. Jensen leaned forward and nibbled on Jared’s ear.
“I woke up a few hours ago to piss,” he reached around on the bed beside them until he’d found what he was looking for. Pulling it out from the blankets he held it up for Jared to see. “Got so fucking horny,” Jensen bit Jared’s lobe roughly and tugged. “Wanted you inside me but wanted to let you sleep,” he moved onto Jared’s mouth and nibbled on his lip. “Knew I’d want you to fuck me when we woke up so I put this in my ass to stretch it. Wanted to surprise you.”
Jared could only let out a garbled moan as he held onto Jensen’s hips tightly. He slowly thrust his hips, needing Jensen to move on his cock. Jensen took the hint and began to raise himself at an achingly slow pace before swiveling back down.
“Surprise.”
“Gonna fucking kill me Jen,” Jared admitted. One hand moved up to cup Jensen’s cock, tugging it loosely.
“No I’m not. I’m going to make you feel so damn good Jared, like you made me feel last night. Going to make you see fucking stars.” At his words, Jensen leaned back and rested all of his weight on his arms behind him. He shifted so that he could ride Jared as fast or as slow as he wanted, moving over him sensuously.
Jensen’s eyes focused and saw Jared watching him, a myriad of emotions playing on his face. Their gazes locked and both men smiled. “It is so hot watching you on me,” Jared’s voice was soft, as though he was trying to control it. “But you need to fucking move.”
“Move how?” Jensen teased. He sped up until Jared’s eyes rolled back into his head and then slowed back down.
“You are such a fucking tease.” Jared growled.
Jensen grabbed Jared’s shoulder and pulled him up until they both shifted and they were chest to chest. Jensen sat up straighter, placed both hands on Jared’s pecks and began to ride him in a fast and furious motion, wanting to bring them both off as fast as possible.
Both men were dangerously both to coming when a series of loud bangs on Jensen’s door startled them, causing for Jensen to tighten like a vise around Jared’s cock and both men to begin coming.
“JESUS CHRIST,” Danni’s voice echoed through the door into Jensen’s room. “It’s too fucking early to listen to you guys fucking!”
Genevieve’s cackle that followed was their assurance that she wasn’t angry, only fueling them to yell and moan louder.
Jared pulled Jensen down so that they were both wrapped around each other, their bodies still trembling from their orgasms. Both men were gasping for breath as he pulled Jensen in for a deep, hungry kiss.
“Good morning,” he finally whispered against Jensen’s lips when the last waves of their orgasm subsided.
“Fantastic morning,” Jensen corrected.
Neither could ignore their need for a shower and that it was long overdue to air the room out as they changed the sheets on Jensen’s bed. Jared took the shower first which gave Jensen time to think as he opened the windows in his bedroom and stripped the bed down. He had the new linen half on when Jared emerged, wet hair, glistening skin and promises to finish if Jensen wanted to go in and get clean.
It wasn’t until they were seated at the table, a pot of Irish Cream coffee set between them and a note that Genevieve and Danneel had taken their ‘friend’ out for breakfast so they could continue making as much noise as they wanted to without worrying about disturbing anyone, that Jared brought up Jensen’s words the night before.
“You said you wanted to tell me something last night,” he said before taking a big bite from his toast.
“Pardon?” Jensen wracked his brain to remember what Jared was talking about.
“You said last night, when we got home that there was something you wanted to tell me, but didn’t want to do it last night when we were drinking and about to have sex. You said if you forgot to remind you.”
Jensen blushed and averted his eyes. Now, in the light of day, he wasn’t so sure he wanted to say anything. “If I told you I don’t remember, would you believe me?” He raised one hopeful eyebrow.
Jared shook his head very firmly but said “yes.” They both shared laughter, Jensen’s was nervous while Jared’s was affectionate. Jensen took a deep breath and exhaled slowly, trying to calm his nerves.
“Look, Jen if you don’t want to tell me. You don’t have to. You can tell me when you’re ready.”
The surge of love flared up in Jensen’s chest, down to his toes and he grabbed Jared’s hands. This was why he didn’t want to wait to tell him, this was why he wanted to grasp the moment and not let it pass. “I’m ready, I just don’t know how you will take it.” Jensen loved that Jared realized the weight of the conversation, already knew him well enough when to make a joke and when to be serious.
He cupped Jared’s face, stroking his chin and jaw. He tucked a piece of hair behind his ear before leaning in and softly pressing a kiss to his lips. “You need to know that I don’t exactly know what I’m doing. That I’ve never done this before and really hope that I never have do it again…” Jensen took a look at Jared’s expression and gave a chuckle. “Oh god, you’re going to start running before I even get it out.”
“Never,” Jared promised.
“You haven’t heard it yet.”
“And I won’t if you don’t stop stalling.”
Jensen pressed his face into Jared’s throat and inhaled. “See, that’s why you’re perfect. Even after a few weeks you know me.”
“I’ve known you longer than that, Jen.” Their eyes met and Jared nodded. “I have. Just because we’ve only been dating for a few weeks it doesn’t mean I don’t know you. We spoke for weeks before we got together, practically every day. “I’ve told you things that even Chad doesn’t know, and believe me when I say Chad knows almost everything.”
It was the truth and Jensen felt the weight of Jared’s words. They gave him the strength to say what was on his mind. Jensen was overwhelmed with emotion; he kissed Jared with a firm press of their mouths together. “I think I’m falling in love with you,” he admitted shyly. He watched Jared’s expression change to that of surprise and then something Jensen couldn’t quite make out. The silence was deafening between them and Jensen could feel his pulse racing.
Jared bit his lip while he furrowed his eyebrows. Jensen’s stomach was a mess and he waited for Jared to say something, anything. Finally the other man leaned in and kissed Jensen’s mouth with the softest of kisses.
“I’m glad it’s not just me then.” Jensen’s jaw dropped and Jared nodded as if to cement his confession. “It’s true. I saw you in the park that day, when Tank had tried to eat you. When I came over, I was too busy watching you to even think about anything else. And then Ginny came over and I saw you with her and you told me your story. Fuck, you rescued her from the side of the road. How many people would do that? For a dog they don’t know?”
“Anyone could have just picked her up, I couldn’t leave her there knowing what kind of sick fucks are out there,” Jensen said softly.
“I know, and then when you were making fun of me but still, I could see something…” Jared said as he pressed their mouths together. “And I felt it, this connection between us and just… I didn’t know how to tell you I was interested and when I thought you might be… I figured you were with Danni and I just wanted to get to know you so badly.”
“You too,” Jensen stroked Jared’s jaw tenderly. “Everything seemed to be conspiring against us. Our schedules wouldn’t mesh up and every time we came so close to making plans something else happened I thought that maybe it was something or someone telling us that it wasn’t in the cards. I was breathless that day in the park when we started talking.” Jensen admitted. “You ran over to see what was wrong with your dog and I was breathless, I was shocked. Never once have I ever met anyone as beautiful as you.”
“That’s exactly how I feel.” Jared rubbed his eyes with the palms of his hands. “I have never felt this way about anyone before and it blind sighted me. And the thing is, I know we still have so much to learn about each other, there is so much we don’t know. But I can’t wait to find out; I can’t wait to learn everything about you.”
Jensen kissed Jared on the lips to punctuate his words. “Exactly. It’s never felt this right before, this …perfect. And I just wanted you to know… I didn’t want to do it when we were having sex or we were drunk, at least not the first time.”
Jared nodded in understanding. “Thank you,” he said softly. “It would have been so easy for you to play it off today and pretend like you hadn’t said anything or forgotten what you wanted to tell me last night, and I wouldn’t have pushed.”
They finished their breakfast in easy silence. When Jensen asked Jared what he wanted to do for the rest of the day, he admitted that all he wanted to do was curl up with Jensen and watch TV. They moved to the couch and curled up, the TV on in the back ground while they settled on the couch, face to face so they could talk and enjoy each other’s company. A few hours passed before the door opened and loud, excited barking interrupted the quiet.
“Oh look, it’s Mommy and Daddy,” Genevieve said with a laugh. Tank took the invitation to jump on the couch, making himself comfortable in between Jared and Jensen. It was when Ginny tried to do the same that Jensen, who had been lying on the outside, fell off the couch.
“Fuck,” he said with a laugh. “Did you steal my dog?” Ginny followed her master down to the ground and began to lick him affectionately.
“If by steal you mean feed, walk, clean up after and take her for a salon visit, then yes,” Danneel yelled from the kitchen. She returned to the living room and passed Genevieve a bottle of water before they sat down to join their friends.
Jared looked at Genevieve who nodded. “Yeah, you left Tank at home with Chad and thank GOD Sandy was there to save him. She looked after him once she got home last night and then this morning we went to get him when we walked Ginny.”
“Then we took them to the park before getting their nails trimmed,” Danneel flashed them a grin which made Jensen uneasy.
“What did you do?”
“What is that supposed to mean?” The expression on Danneel’s face gave away her false innocence. Jared and Jensen shared a look before turning to look at the girls with raised eyebrows.
Genevieve broke first.
“We bought them presents.” Danneel groaned as Jared and Jensen laughed.
“What presents?” Jared asked.
“We’re so glad you asked Mommy.” Danneel laughed at the expression on Jared’s face.
“Why am I the Mom?”
“You’ve got the purse dog,” Danneel gave an unapologetic shrug. “You have the smaller dick, you’ve got the girlie dog. You’re the chick.”
“I don’t have the smaller dick,” he argued. When they all looked at Jensen he failed to meet anyone’s eyes. “Tell her my cock is bigger than yours.”
“I will admit to no such thing,” Jensen said awkwardly. They were joined on the couch by the girls who each made a grab for the jogging pants they wore.
“We can settle this once and for all,” Danneel giggled gleefully.
“Yeah,” Genevieve cackled. “Let us measure them.”
“Look what you’ve done,” Jared yelped as he managed to narrowly escape. He grabbed onto Jensen’s hand and pulled him from where he was being mauled by Danneel and Genevieve. Both Tank and Ginny sensed the excitement around them and began to bark and chase their masters through the house and up to Jensen’s bedroom.
Inside the bags they had managed to scoop up when passing through the front landing, they found treats, new toys and a new bed for each of the dogs. “So they’ll each have a place to sleep no matter whose house we’re at,” Jensen reasoned. Both men climbed on the bed and were soon joined by their ‘kids’ so that they were all curled up together, Ginny and Tank at Jensen and Jared’s feet.
All four of them fell into a light, comfortable sleep. Jared opened one eye to survey the room around him, pleased to see everyone exactly where they had been before he’d fallen asleep. Judging from Jensen’s breathing, Jared knew the other man wasn’t sleeping and he smiled . “You know I’m right, right?” Jared said softly into the top of Jensen’s hair.
“About what?”
“My dick. It’s bigger than yours.”
Jensen chuckled as he shifted to look Jared in the eye. “Seriously?”
“What?” Jared couldn’t help but press a kiss against Jensen’s mouth, lingering as it deepened and Jensen’s lips opened to allow his tongue access.
“Your cock is not bigger than mine. If anything they’re the same size, but they’re not,” Jensen finally said when the kiss broke.
“Right, because mine’s bigger,” Jared argued with absolute seriousness.
Jensen gave a huff of feigned annoyance. He rose to his knees and looked down at Jared who was smirking at him with a cocky grin. “Yours is not bigger.”
“Except that it is.”
Attuned to the air around them, Ginny and Tank jumped off the bed and ran to the bedroom door, whining to escape the room. Without a word Jensen climbed off of the bed and let the two dogs out. He called down the stairs to see if the girls were still home and if they didn’t mind walking the kids.
“Why the fuck should we?” Danneel called up from the living room.
“Because Jared and I are about to measure our cocks to see whose is bigger,” Jensen yelled back. He was initially met with silence and then a resounding whoop from the girls.
“You got it babe,” Danneel called back. “Pics or it didn’t happen.”
Jensen gave a laugh and shut the door. When he turned to face Jared, he saw his boyfriend laying in the middle of his bed, naked and stroking his cock. “Fuck.”
“Take it off,” Jared instructed.
“Fucking cheater,” Jensen hissed as he stepped out of his jogging pants and pulled his tee shirt over his head. He immediately took his half hard cock in hand and began to fist it, stroking up and down as he watched Jared do the same on the bed.
They both remained frozen, Jared sprawled on the bed and Jensen standing beside it, alternating between looking each other in the eye and staring at where their hands were milking their hardening erections expertly.
“Do you… have a ruler?” Jared groaned. His head fell back and he heard Jensen groan at the expanse of exposed skin, knowing how much Jensen admitted to loving his body, his hips thrusting into his fist rapidly. He opened his eyes as Jensen climbed onto the bed to straddle him, bracketing his hips with his knees.
“Don’t need one,” Jensen growled. “Are you hard? Can you get harder?”
Jared shook his head and bit his lip roughly. “If I get any harder I’m going to fucking come… god I want to come… need to come.”
“You will baby. You’ll come so fucking good, all over me,” Jensen caught his lips in a hungry kiss. They both groaned as Jensen lined their cocks together, balls pressed tightly against one another, base to base, root to root. He tried to circle both of their cocks together with one hand but Jensen couldn’t manage to grasp them both firmly enough to get a good enough measurement.
Jared reached between them and covered Jensen’s hand with his own. He pressed their cocks so that they rubbed together, causing for both he and Jensen to make a sharp, excited gasp of breath.
“Look how fucking beautiful it is,” Jensen murmured in the space between them. Their cocks were both flushed a deep red, nearly purple and were leaking profusely. As precome wet the skin, Jared gave a few rough jerks of his wrist. Jensen grabbed onto his shoulders, Jared could see how close he was to coming.
“God, this is hot,” Jared whispered. “Look, look at our cocks together.”
“Gonna come,” Jensen warned. Jared tightened his grip to stop that from happening.
“Wait, just look.”
Their gazes met and they shared a wet kiss.
“Look,” Jared whispered again.
“You’re so fucking long,” Jensen said with awe. Look how long you are, way longer than I am.”
It might have been a fraction of an inch at most, but Jensen was right, Jared’s cock was indeed longer than Jensen’s.
“But yours is thicker,” Jared admitted. So fat, and hard. And god it must taste so good, fits perfectly in my mouth…on my tongue.” He began to slowly jerk the two of them off together, not stopping the litany of filth coming from his mouth. “I can almost feel it inside of me, so wide and thick and big in my ass.”
Jensen shook his head as he thumbed the head of Jared’s cock, gathering come on the digit before bringing it up to his tongue. “I’ve never seen a more perfect cock,” he said breathlessly. His hands went up behind Jared’s neck and he pulled them so that they were both on their knees.
Within half a dozen strokes, Jared could feel his whole body trembling, a fire burning in his veins alerted him to his impending orgasm. “Fuck, I’m going to come,” he warned.
“Come on me,” Jensen begged. “Mark me.”
“Not without you.”
Their eyes locked and Jared watched as Jensen’s face turned from bliss to an intense mask of pain and pleasure. He recognized the transformation because at the same time, he too felt his orgasm crash over him and they both began to come. He milked their cocks until finally it was painful, the overstimulation too much for either of them and they sagged together so that they were lying on the bed.
“Odes…” Jared heard Jensen mumble.
“What?” he asked with a chuckle.
“Your hands,” Jensen’s voice was lazy, a ragged edge to it that Jared was beginning to love. “I could write odes to your hands.” Their eyes met and Jensen blushed. “And your cock.”
“Like your mouth? And your ass?” Jared questioned. “And your eyes,” he added softly.
“Exactly,” Jensen responded just as softly. “Love what you do to me.”
On To Chapter 8
Masterpost