And in tonights late breaking news:so yeah, i was reading north's lj like i seem to be doing lately... and i was aw struck by the last line of her last entry/poem/thing ( Read more... )

I refuse to die the day after I turn 17 ( Read more... )

*munch munch munch ( Read more... )

i have one of those amazing listless feelings that always come before the shaking and the voices and the crying and the shaking and the cold flashes and the counting and the counting and the watchers and the voices and the shaking and the counting and the cutting and the crying and the shaking and the screaming and the shaking and the crying and ( Read more... )

and the cold flashes commense

the shaking ensues

and the panick attack tears apart everything that i am

and yet the depression continues

my lust for blood remains

and my need for pain persists

stare into nothing
and nothing will stare into you

*hysterical laughter ( Read more... )

first things first:


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yeah, ear infections aren't contagious my ASS. haha...i've had enough ear infections in my life to know i'm getting a bad ass one. anyway ( Read more... )

"That Mary Went ( Read more... )

due to the request of an "old friend"...here are my two latest poems ( Read more... )