this boy is amazing. he confuses me so much. and its so good. we layed under his jeep for a half hour. pretty fantastic. figuring out how love is supposed to work is scary shit. but having someone let you be scared is what makes you love them more.

i wish i didn't do this. i wish i didn't get this feeling. i wish i wasn't so scared. and i wish i could tell him all this.

so today was pretty much the best day ever. is it normal that i am at my happiest when i am with those girls? i don't need boys, i don't need anything. it was so perfect when we were driving back, flying down the road, singing jon bon. i do love summer :)

i can't keep holding things in.

i do love girls nights. you ladies will always be my favorites.

i loved today. i spent the afternoon wtih jessie and karen. and i laughed harder than i have in a while. it seems like the stress all went away for the first few weeks of summer, but its comming back. i think its cause its hte off week from the pill mostly that i'm freakin out. theres nothing to control my hormones anymore. i wish i could talk to ( Read more... )

you should read his profile sometime. it makes me smile :)

nothing matters but that feeling that i get. the world disappears, and he is everything.
not in a creepy obsessive or lost without him way.
just, only because he makes me smile.

you don't look a day over fast cars and freedom

being in love is pretty much the best thing ever
so freakin happy.
unbelievable.

i'm having a hard time saying i love you.
where is all this doubt comming from? why is it getting to me?
i'm sick of nights with boys that are not him. i can't enjoy them. i hate missing him. i just want to have fun. and not worry. or think like this.