The continuing story of Becca and her acupuncturist.
Most of the people who read this know that I'm as goddess / spiritual / touchy feeley kind of person. If that is not your cup of tea, feel free to skip. Wheeee.
I've been making leaps and bounds through this depression. Last week I was working on letting go of some stuff that was left. That whole session I was working and felt so much lighter and connected to the earth than I have for a very long time.
This time, as every time, I ask what I need to have worked on. I was on the fence, a real 50/50 of front or back work today and she felt that my head and heart chakra were still in good standing but my root and second chakra's need something. We talked about the inner child and where she felt I was stuck. She described a 3 year old who was alone and scared. She introduced me to her (me) and asked if I could bring her something to make her feel better. I started to think and the image of a blanket came up, so I said a blanket, and in my mind it was reminiscent of the one that I had before it was taken away.
After the needles were in place, she said that I should talk to my inner child and see if I could work through the fear. At first I did not know what to say. Then I started communicating like I would to my daughter, with love, respect, and a smattering of humor. We sat, I told her a story of when she would find her tribe and that things were coming that sucked but she would get through it. (This is so reminiscent of the last episode of RuPaul's drag race. "What would you say to the 3 year old you").
I wanted to spend some time on my energy flow on the adult me and asked if she would like to meditate with me. We sat side by side, but she got board. In some spark of insight, I gave her a 3 year old yellow lab. She was not in shock anymore and hugged the dog. They snuggled down on the floor together and fell asleep. I was able to bring some silver healing light down into me.
I did not relax in a manner that I had before, I was active in the secession. I don't think I felt lighter at the end, but more in my own skin. And that in and of itself was nice.
Jordan felt that we can start pushing these every two weeks and I'm down with that. Felling good.
I've been making leaps and bounds through this depression. Last week I was working on letting go of some stuff that was left. That whole session I was working and felt so much lighter and connected to the earth than I have for a very long time.
This time, as every time, I ask what I need to have worked on. I was on the fence, a real 50/50 of front or back work today and she felt that my head and heart chakra were still in good standing but my root and second chakra's need something. We talked about the inner child and where she felt I was stuck. She described a 3 year old who was alone and scared. She introduced me to her (me) and asked if I could bring her something to make her feel better. I started to think and the image of a blanket came up, so I said a blanket, and in my mind it was reminiscent of the one that I had before it was taken away.
After the needles were in place, she said that I should talk to my inner child and see if I could work through the fear. At first I did not know what to say. Then I started communicating like I would to my daughter, with love, respect, and a smattering of humor. We sat, I told her a story of when she would find her tribe and that things were coming that sucked but she would get through it. (This is so reminiscent of the last episode of RuPaul's drag race. "What would you say to the 3 year old you").
I wanted to spend some time on my energy flow on the adult me and asked if she would like to meditate with me. We sat side by side, but she got board. In some spark of insight, I gave her a 3 year old yellow lab. She was not in shock anymore and hugged the dog. They snuggled down on the floor together and fell asleep. I was able to bring some silver healing light down into me.
I did not relax in a manner that I had before, I was active in the secession. I don't think I felt lighter at the end, but more in my own skin. And that in and of itself was nice.
Jordan felt that we can start pushing these every two weeks and I'm down with that. Felling good.