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[goddessgaia]

I hate when I do this. I actually was happy for a week and a half. Then someone yelled about something that I was involved in but totally clueless about. That started my own self attack. I keep thinking about how I keep screwing up at everything I enjoy. I like school so I keep screwing up so I never finish. I like jump rope so I piss everyone

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[i_iambe]

You suck when you are on stage? Where am I when this is happening?

Seriously you are WAY better than I was my first year. In fact, for my first two years, all I did was hold down a corner of the well and practice my trick washing. No audience interaction, no real gigging, and certainly no gigging in the streets like you do! You've done an incredible job, especially for your first season, and you fit in so well that it's hard to remember that it IS your first season. I'm impressed by your willingness to gig, by your ability to take a suggestion and run with it, and by your sheer fearlessness on stage. It's a rare gift. Don't denigrate it.

You are so much better than you think. Don't let your fears take over.

[ladyamedeus]

*love love*

I know we haven't talked since like high school, but I'm totally here if you need me. Remember, I dressed as you during "Dress up as a senior day" during band camp in high school!

[ladyamedeus]

PS: I like this icon. Reminds me of Anne McCaffery (sp?) and the world and stories of Pern.