All my attempts at satisfaction are belong to failed attempts attempts at satisfaction

[goddessinexile]

So I'm probably kind of fucked. I mean, in life. Like what Aussie Dave said "doomed to succeed". Things wear out so quickly, and nothing ever hits the spot. I love graduate school. Working nearly full-time and going to school full time is some buuuuullshit, I won't lie. There are so many things it precludes-no Student Senate seat, no

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[richardzx]

my diary from 1990.--

I've heard that thing is sordid!

--rZx

[missmurderrose]

i envy you for having such a wide range of talent!
sarah

[ozmakid]

sorry to hear it. but if it doesn't make you happy, there's no point in doing it, right? better to find out now than 5 years down the line!

<3.

this is long, but i didn't want to cut off the man's thought to spite his case

[incrediblelove]

I feel like I really understand where you're coming from and I want to share with you something I was reading the other night that really helped me feel a little less doomed or more doomed, but better about the whole lot of half-rightness you speak of

it wouldnt' fit, this is the rest

[incrediblelove]

The ancient sages didn't bother with telescopes because they saw in a flash of insight, that the mind is ruled by cause and effect and therefore it doesn't have the power to look beyond karma. The thought I have right now emerged from the thought I had a second ago. The thought I had a second ago emerged from a thought I had the second before that and on and on and on. Big Bang or not, my mind is a prisoner of karma because thinking is all it can do

Re: it wouldnt&#39; fit, this is the rest

[goddessinexile]

Oh Laura, you didn't call yourself "incredible love" for naught :)

Thank you.