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Who would have thought....
...that my last post promising to update more often would come so soon ( Read more... ) -
Life Update
I really should post more often, but eh..im lazy...so here's the break down of my life lately ( Read more... ) -
Almost time...
Well...one week from yesterday and I will be back home in Florida for a week. Not really looking forward to the flight (thankfully it's only 3 hours and direct...but if it snows here and i get delayed..i will be less than happy). It will be nice to see my friends and family again :) -
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Do you ever have days that you want to curl up in bed and sleep and never wake up?
yeah...today is one of those days...and im doing my damnedest not to cut...and i want to only because it would feel good....because id feel something other than being sad. Freak of a person i know lol -
Of course not until I move...
How freakin retarded am i..never a Gator fan until i moved
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And so it shall be....
I've bought my plane ticket to Florida for Christmas...I'll be there December 17 (might stay in Orlando a couple nights) up through December 25 (christmas day obviously)...
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i know...
i know it is fucked...
but sometimes..if i cut..i feel okay...i feel in control.
If i cut..i feel like it's ME..not the world around me controlling my life.
*grr*
People just need to fuck off and stop asking about my scars...its none of their business. :( -
December December
Yup...im going to be visiting back in Florida for a week in December around Christmas.
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Sometimes you just don't want to wake up...
So, about a month ago, Steven and I fought and he was going to end our relationship saying that I just need to work on things. I managed to get him to give me the chance to do that, which I have been. I haven't been drinking, trying to get my mind straight, and all kinds of other positive changes. Now on Saturday, he tells me that he thinks we ( Read more... ) -
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ever want to post something...but afraid people will see what you think..and you dont want those to think badly of you...but they may think nothing of you at all?
Ok..im stupid