Back to my old photo, I'm more comfortable with this me. Oh, new request time. i'm looking for two gaurdians, people who would inherit the rights to my storu ideas and work on publishing completed thing case I drop dead again, I'd have detailed files on my computer, explaining what was going on in the stories. For the most part, I trust most of ( Read more... )

ARGH! Why don't my parents understand? I can not eat meat fat. I'm not being fussy. It makes me gag! Argh! I'm in trouble again and the dog cheerfully picked the brocoli out of her meal and I stepped in it! My agent can't read my file. In other news. Tomorrow, Raven and Mink, book 3, Madness and Mayhem should be ready for preview and raw ( Read more... )

Oh man, I can't stand this. During my early morning arm exercuses,Jim got started before I was ready and got mad I wasn't resisting. But he was going to fast. I wasn;t ready yet! Now he's furious, again off thinking I'm being whinry and pathetic. Sure, I drag me feet at times, but sometimes I'm just not ready for a full workout yet. Like with ( Read more... )

Reseny Marigold Cotton to my agent, with the updated suicide note in it. I hate this picture of me, I look like a pig in a wig. Got to eat out today. Yum, except I have a stomach ache. I feel really dizzy today. Ok, WA friends, convince me to keep trying to come home. I could move anywhere I want to. I've never been to the New England area ( Read more... )

With a little luck, I changed my userpic to a more recent one with the damn black curls. I'm ashamed I look like a pig with hair, but at least I'm alive. Hi guys!

Doing well for myself this week, dressing, keeping myself with no help. lightening storm terrified my kitten last night. Meph's still anxious. I'm anious. I'm hoping, probably against hope that I can get published. OK, gds, just this once pull me through? but to what end/ being published doesn't get me a better boyfriend, clone my cat or get ( Read more... )

Oh piffle. Got my photo printer to finally work. Printed out the last photo ever taken of my boys(the ferrets). Oh, I miss them. Anyone want a roommste good with ferrets? Writing book three, thanks especially to Meow for the suggestion of adding a book to mke the story go right. Curses to her, howvwer because I have to write a whole other book ( Read more... )

Aw. Just missed a phone call. Got so excited, thought someone wanted to talk to me. But no one ever calls me. It was probably for Mom or something. Got lost in Monster in the Mirror, felt very unreal there for a moment, like I was just the reflection. I think I'm gong mad. No one listens to me, or if they do, they forget as soon as I'm ( Read more... )

I'm in a better place. Sounds silly, but this is the third dream I've had that was very significant to me. No details. Told me to make a new friend. Felt right for a change. iting the Monster in the Mirrir short story today. As always, any short is available for review. I apologize to the four people who got my "Yak hates the world" email. ( Read more... )

Hi again. I'm calmer now, but I'm still mad Jim slapped me.Des it all have to hurt? If I save enough money, I can come home, screw if if I have somewhere to go, I can live on the streets. First poor dear ancient cat has to die or find a new home. In other news, I reread what I wrote yesterday. I'm a damn good writer ( Read more... )